it's going to be my turn

2012-01-04T01:39:00.001+08:00

《见与不见》—仓央嘉措
你见，或者不见我
我就在那里
不悲不喜
你念，或者不念我
情就在那里
不来不去
你爱，或者不爱我
爱就在那里
不增不减
你跟，或者不跟我
我的手就在你手里
不舍不弃
来我的怀里
或者
让我住进你的心里
默然相爱
寂静欢喜
beautiful

2011-09-20T21:47:00.003+08:00

answering to the point is very very very important

but

answering to the point < providing the prof what he/she wants

2011-09-09T23:28:00.002+08:00

dear L.T.
i know that you are a leader
you have the characteristics to be a leader
you can't sit around and wait for things to happen
but it seems that the rest can.
so you initiate meetings and ideas
and the rest sit around and nominate you to be the leader
and in the end you do all the shit for them
i know that you are really tempted to give your honest opinion in any upcoming peer evaluation

2011-09-08T01:20:00.002+08:00

hey L.T.
you are having doubts whether SMU is for you,
you do not like the environment where you have to speak up, or maybe not yet
you do not understand a lot of things taught in class
you feel insecure
you feel that you have to do something about it
and in the process you might be too hard on yourself
you are feeling stressed
you are not enjoying school
school turns out to be not as easy as you once thought
you want to get into deans list in the 1st year
you might be giving yourself unneccessary pressure.
there are some projects here and there, when things are not up to your standard you tend to redo and make things work your way
which may have burned you
you are actually coping fine but you don't feel secure so you see the need to work hard.
work hard
work hard.
it is as if you are going to school to work, not so much about learning
but the most important thing that i think you should learn
is to be less hard on yourself
this is the place for you to vent your feelings out.
at least you have this place to vent your feelings out
good.
you need to tell yourself that grades are not everything
there are many things in life which are more important
however,
i know that you are giving yourself a test
you are testing your own limits
you want to know if you really among the top
you want to work hard for this whole semester and see if you are really deans list caliber
i respect that
so when you feel unjust/ tired
you can come to this place to vent.
because you are a noob, you don't have a girlfriend to talk to you and share your sorrows :D
so work hard
and by the end of this semester you should have no regrets
good luck, and persevere

2011-08-18T01:15:00.002+08:00

hey L.T.
you might feel a little stressed now
having a hard time adjusting
not too sure of what to do
but it is all up to you
to rise and rise and rise and rise and rise and rise and rise
until lambs become lions
maybe a dog first
XD

2011-08-14T22:48:00.001+08:00

my university life starts tmr.
can't wait.
woo!

2011-08-11T00:56:00.001+08:00

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1463375441892&comments

for her i will wear specs.. all day everyday...

XD

2011-08-01T00:39:00.003+08:00

Mr. L.T.,
bringing you out/ showing you around
is just an act of kindness/courtesy
you should not see it as anything more than that
don't give yourself false hope
school is starting
wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up

anyway all the best to your driving test in 2 weeks time!

2011-07-19T13:17:00.000+08:00

mustered the courage to talk to you
but you went offline
X'(

2011-07-19T13:13:00.002+08:00

you are online again.
and i have got the urge to talk to you again
there were several times when i tried too hard
and it turned out to be awkward.
aiyoooo
will you even be seeing this?
one day?

2011-07-19T01:36:00.003+08:00

oh wait on
7 May 09, 10:52
劉璇: 哈摟!!還記得我嗎~~我是大學生摟,也成年了!!!!

還考了駕照喲~~當兵應該很辛苦吧> 加油!加油!加油!加油!

then why is she attending driving lessons now?
will ask her soon.
yay 1 new topic!
:D

2011-07-19T00:25:00.005+08:00

It has been long since I post on this blog!

just wanna record this surreal moment down~~

14th July
Having lunch with kw and rb. feeling sad becoz she didn't pick up my call yesterday and said that there is no reception in her house. rb commented that why would anyone have no mobile phone reception at home? i wonder.. sighh..
and then she called
XD
and said that she is on her way out
and she is free to meet
NOW!
omg.
i ran back to the hotel to get changed and gel my hair lol. after all it is the first time i am seeing her after 4-5 years time. and this lyrics come into mind.
穿上洋裝看著手錶
時間快到心碰碰的跳
和你的第一次約會來臨了

金色的陽光灑滿人行道
換了新唇膏把頭髮弄好
要你看到我的好
just that i am the girl now :D
fast forward
she is waiting for me at the control station.
and she is all that i can see
i misread some words on the map and she asked if i know how to read chinese words
of coz i know but in her presence, all i can see is her
"当然懂得看...但现在你在我的身边...我看懂的只有你"
okay that's just what i think. in the end i said said
"当然懂得看...但现在.."
"现在什么?"
"没什么"
XD
she left after some time because she has to meet a group of friends for some birthday party planning
and that day i was bursting with joy

15th July
the night before, she appeared in my dream. and i was holding her hand. woke up with such a sweet feeling. but it gets more bitter as i become more awake. becoz it can't really happen in reality.
well well today,
She is bringing us around shiling night market!
the guys went to the bugis of taiwan for some shopping. and it was raining
so i postponed the meeting time with her
i called her
she was having driving lessons! i forgot about it!
X(
felt so bad distracting her
i text her that we will be late and ask her to leave her stomach empty. and she responded that she will have just a quick bite before meeting us.
fast forward to shilin night market
it was raining heavily and i waited for her. she was carrying a brolly and walking towards me
she was beautiful
and she brought us to shilin night market and walk us around
she brought along her pet. we played with it while eating.
we walk around
we do not have a lot of common topics so there were some awkward silence.
got to know that she has acid reflux condition as well. and she just did an enthoscopy the week before. she has to make medication for 3 years, regularly. or she has to do operation. she will puke if she eats irregularly. and she has heartburn almost every other day
she is not suppose to eat by 5pm
i met her only at around 7pm
so she didn't really eat before that. now i know why she had to take a quick bite.
i almost feel like i have committed a crime by asking her to leave her stomach empty for the night market food.
X((
i promised her that i will call her 3 years later. to check on her condition.
and i will do it.
for a girl whom i met in singapore when she was here on exchange.
we didn't talk much in singapore
but she took time out for me
a short and average looking guy.
my vocabulary can't express my thankfulness adequately.
当时我有一鼓想保护她的冲动
but i realise that it can't possibily go further than this. so i kept quiet

it is getting late and she is going home.
i gave her a penchant with her name on it which i bought in kenting and 2 cards which i wrote during lunch at taipei 101. she thanked me?
and we walk different directions
and i console myself that
this can't never be the last time i see her
like what i have posted before on

WEDNESDAY, MAY 13, 2009
我這一生中, 一定要再與你相見.
面對面的!!
至少一次!!
希望吧...

開始存錢啦!!!

the longer we stay apart means we are closer to meeting each other again
...

16th july
we are leaving taiwan
want to hear her voice 1 last time but 该死的sim card has no more money in it. and i sent her an fb msg.
...
见到你让我觉得更加舍不得走。你这种好女孩子太少见了。很想和你更进一步但知道不是很可能。：＂(
...
and wish her good health
felt better after sending this msg

17th july
kept looking at facebook and check if she replied and fall asleep doing that. dreamt of many different kind of replies that she can give, thinking that it is reality.
dream, wake up, check phone, haven't reply, sleep, dream, wake up, check phone, haven't reply, sleep, dream, wake up, check phone, haven't reply, sleep, dream, wake up, check phone.
she replied and said that she will be busy when school starts
well well

friends ask me what are the chances of being together with her
i know and i said that it is close to zero
and i know that it is time to move on
it is quite a childish crush i must say but when you are in the midst of it, not easy to move on
what's on my mind now
getting an internship in taiwan
and call her in 3 years time
072014
i will call you

2009-12-21T23:33:00.001+08:00

absence makes my heart fonder.

2009-12-07T19:31:00.008+08:00

I was lamenting about not having anything/anyone to think about/of.

Now i have someone to think about/of. and i think about/of her very often.

it's so often that it scares me. it has been a long while since anyone fills my mind.

and now

i am lamenting again.

because.

i dare not do anything else except thinking about/of her.

:(

2009-08-27T16:41:00.001+08:00

i miss the days when i could run. damnn

2009-07-29T11:33:00.000+08:00

丹枫：
“为什么要分手？
在一起会比分开更辛苦吗？
会比分开后再也不能见面，
不能一起微笑，不能一起牵手
看着我嫁给其他男人，
看着你娶其他女生，
会更辛苦是吗？
比起这一切更辛苦的话
我们就分手吧。”

so touched. awww

2009-07-23T18:27:00.002+08:00

it there is anything or anyone reading this.
wish me luck for tmr.

its only normal to feel a little uneasy even though it's only a small operation.

oh well wish me luck

and cheers to the upcoming MCs.

muahahaha

2009-07-06T20:05:00.005+08:00

i need some distractions
something to think about
or someone else to think about.
there is so much free time by myself now
furthermore i spend so much time travelling by myself
one good thing about travelling by yourself is that you think about stuff and reflect on your actions
one bad thing about travelling by yourself is that you think TOO MUCH about a lot of things
i know that it is not appropriate, but most of the time i think about V
kept thinking about V

yes, thats you Vellayappan

HAHAHAHA

recently, this song by Boyzone stuck in my head.
Everyday I Love You.
there is this million dollar question in the lyrics

"If I ask, would you say 'yes'?"~~~

Vellayappan... i miss you...

2009-06-15T23:59:00.002+08:00

the way of doing things.

in life

there are only 2 kinds of things.

the right things and the wrong things.

there are only 2 ways in doing these 2 kinds of things.

the right way and the wrong way.

so here are the permutations

doing the right thing the right way ---> good

doing the right thing the wrong way ---> bad

doing the wrong thing the wrong way ---> very bad

doing the wrong thing the right way ---> very good!

2009-05-29T00:01:00.001+08:00

how to live life meaningfully?

2009-05-13T12:29:00.002+08:00

我這一生中, 一定要再與你相見.
面對面的!!
至少一次!!
希望吧...

開始存錢啦!!!

2009-05-12T20:27:00.002+08:00

"what seems terrible at first mayturn out to be a great thing. you can't predict"

maybe...

time will tell...

or is it just an excuse for those who just wanna link those bad things to the good things so that the bad things don't look that bad at the end of the day?

2009-05-08T21:03:00.002+08:00

i have live my life for 2 decades
and i have never felt so upset before

never. never in my life i feel so cheated

never in my life i waste my time so effectively

never.

Standard Operating Procedure

fuck you

2009-05-07T14:13:00.004+08:00

i have nvr been so majorly punked. twice in this year so far.

being promised of a rank but only to have it voided on the last day.

or rather the last hour before the actual event

how can i not feel cheated? how can i not feel betrayed?

"things don't always go your way"

"life is not a bed of roses"

yea yea i know all these

but these are the last things that i want to hear from this fuked up person

i will definitely feeel so fucking disgusted and puke into the phone if i were to hear you saying it

i can curse all i want here. but of coz there will be dire consequences.

so is it worth it?

i am not gonna ask "what did i do to deserve all these?" becoz no one can answer me.

i was some how influenced by my fuked up supervisor and my behaviour has some how changed a little, to a fuked up way. fucking fucked up

i realised it along the way but i just let it be becoz i thought that by slacking, i am gaining something... free time... relaxed... whatever

now i am ashamed of myself, for allow him to influence me to have such a fuked up mindset.

here are the words that the fuked up person always say. i fucking wonder whether he knows the meaning of these sentences coz he nvr really do what he says

"i will try my best"

"i will get back to you"

"i will let you know asap"

fuck all these

now the only thing that i am unhappy about is

why the fuck did such a fuked up person come into my life?

giving me false hopes.

just fucking tell me off right away la fuck so that i don't need to feel so fucking cheated.

however only thru such circumstances, people from the other end of the spectrum step into my life.

and not all the people you meet in your life are even half as sincere and dedicated like you

and make me realise this brutal fact that there are ups and downs in life

but fuck la currently i am having downs only

nonetheless i am thankful to have good and bad people coming in at this stage of my life.

giving me a wide range of people whom i will meet time and again in future

and allowing me to see people in a more accurate and perceptive way

and not trust fucked up people

argh fucking screwed up

argh fuck la as if you all know what the fuck i was talking about in this post

duck you all la

2009-04-30T18:23:00.001+08:00

eh... this is too much already hor... i waited for so many months already... it's already may...
you better call...
you better call me soon..
you better call...
please call...
please please please...

2009-04-12T01:00:00.000+08:00

i am a fan of the happeepill cartoons man
hahahaha

check this out!!

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2009-04-04T12:20:00.001+08:00

but luck is not a controllable variable.

hard work is.

so i will continue to work hard.

but it sucks to see how one succeeds with luck.

life is fair.. life is fair..

2009-04-03T22:03:00.002+08:00

I was totally stunned. Utterly shocked
losing to a guy who didn't study
by just 1 mark
and to think that i actually studied quite hard for it
my goodness
there goes my award
totally stunned

2009-01-27T02:18:00.003+08:00

Quizzz

1. Who was the last person you fell asleep texting to?
Jia He. HAHAHAHA

2. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off?
Some primary school mate

3. Is your handwriting large, tiny, or pretty normal?
normal, but ugly

4. Are you a morning person or a night person?
used to be night

5. What would you do if you opened up your front door full of surprises?
too stun to do anything

6. Are you a forgiving person?
yes. but not forgiving david at the moment hahaha

7. What do you drink?
water

8. Anything bothering you now?
PES status

9. What are you listening to right now?
sound of the engine of fridge

10. The highlight of your week?
MONOPOLY

11. Who were the last people you ate with?
BL, JH, HARE BAII

12. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
MOM

13. Who was the last person to text you?
2nd sis

14. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
not that i know of

15. What are your plans for tonight?
update blog

16. If you could move somewhere else, would you?
No

17. What does the seventh text in your inbox say?
just deleted inbox lol

18. What's your favorite subject?
Chemistry

19. Do you know if anyone likes you?
yes all the FIs love me. right

20. What did you dream about last night?
MY PRIMARY SCHOOL MATE WHOM I LIKED ZOMG

21. What were you doing at 4am this morning?
sleeping

22. What do you usually do first in the morning?
wake up

23. What is making you smile now?
the thought of booking in. yes.

24. How many different beverages have you had today?
4. water, white tea, beer, milk

25. Do you want children?
yes. at least 3

26. What is on your mind now?
sleep

27. Are you expecting a phone call?
no

28. If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be?
pls don't...

29. Are you excited about this weekend?
yes. totally

30. When you're in a bad mood, what will always put you in a better mood?
feel pissed for awhile

31. Last time you swore?
in BL's house hahahaa

32. Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
Seldom

33. Where did you last sleep other than your house?
RB's house :D

-

ARE YOU:
-Perfect: I hope
-Tall: totally
-In your pajamas: sort of
-Left handed: no

LAST:
-Friend you saw: SONG HON
-Talked to on the phone: 2nd sis
-Person to text you: 2nd sis
-Is today better than yesterday: YEA
FAVORITE:
-Number: 2
-Color: red
-Place: anywhere as long as i am with the people i like

QUESTIONS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
shouting for my toothbrush hahaha

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
yes but just try my best and let god do the rest

Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters?
All's well End's well

Q: Do you smile a lot?
not really. depends on who i am with

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
yes. it nvr came true. but still wish

Q: Are you a friendly person?
depends

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
my bed

Q: When was the last time you cried?
2 weeks ago. sobs

Q: What was your last thought before going to bed?
to have a good dream

Q: Rate life as of right now, one being bad, ten being great?
7

Q: What do you hear right now?
dammit i said the sound of the engine of the fridge

Q: Does anything hurt you right now?
yes but i will try my best and let god do the rest I SAID IT BEFORE

Q: What's your favorite month?
DECEMBER becoz is holiday time

EMOTIONS:
-Are you missing someone right now?
yes. sobs

-Are you tired?
yaaaa

-Are your parents still married?
of coz. most loving couple ever

BASICS:
-Real name? LAU LEE TAT
-Age? going 21 in 3 weeks time zomg
-Eye color? black
-Male or female? MALE
-Single? ya
-Crushing? no
-Smart? of coz
-Hair color? Black + strands of white
-Phone or Camera? Phone.
-Health freak? yes
-Smoke or Drink? drink occasionally

FIRSTS:
-First best friend?
there are no best friends. they are all great friends

-First award?
smartees from mama?

-First enemy?
some bad characters in power ranger..

-First pet?
tortoise

-First vacation?
China

CURRENTLY:
-Eating? no
-Drinking? no
-Listening to? duck you
-Plans for tommorow? prepare stuff and book in
-Waiting for? A lvl results zomg

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE GENDER:
-Lips or eyes? eyes
-Shorter or taller? taller so that my offsprings can be taller. hahahahaha
-Romantic or spontaneous? spontaneous. cuter
-Sensitive or loud? sensitive

HAVE YOU EVER:
-Drank hard drinks? sip.
-Lost glasses/contacts? i don't have them in the first place HAHAHA
-Ran away from home? YEA when i was 5 when mama didn't allow me to eat my SMARTEES. i ran as far as the lift lobby okay. hahahahaha
-Broken someone's heart? maybe?
-Been arrested? no

ANSWER HONESTLY:
-Do you like someone? you mean the ans above are not suppose to be honest?!!? ya i think i like someone
-Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? can be improved upon

alright good nighttt

2009-01-27T01:10:00.005+08:00

alright man it has been a long time since i last blogged so i shall update it now.
alright i am serving NS in the police academy
and it is only during NS that you truly realise the importance of your love ones.
spending quality time with them and cherish them

anyway it is CNY!
had a crazy monopoly game just now wahahwhahwhahahhh
essentially it was TEAM VELLAYAPPAN vs SONG HON.
* red under garments don't work *
hahahahaha
super fun.
looking forward to your house warming, Beale. hahaha

2008-11-17T01:21:00.000+08:00

my dear fren's adventure with the microwave oven

ma ma ma ma says:
loool
ma ma ma ma says:
yesterday
ma ma ma ma says:
i wanna make instant nodles
ma ma ma ma says:
noodles*
ma ma ma ma says:
i plugged in the electric kettle
ma ma ma ma says:
but forgot to turn on the switch
ma ma ma ma says:
so the water didn't boil
ma ma ma ma says:
den i poured it into the cup, onli to realise it wasn't cooking
ma ma ma ma says:
so i decided to put it in the microwave to cook it
ma ma ma ma says:
so happens that under the 'lid' there was aluminium foil
ma ma ma ma says:
so the cup noodles caught fire
ma ma ma ma says:
hahahahah
Lee Tat says:
wtf
Lee Tat says:
den how
Lee Tat says:
haha
Lee Tat says:
wah dangerous sia
ma ma ma ma says:
yea
ma ma ma ma says:
i stupid
ma ma ma ma says:
hahaha
Lee Tat says:
so you put it off?
Lee Tat says:
hahahaha
Lee Tat says:
using bare hands?
Lee Tat says:
wooo
ma ma ma ma says:
coz i set it to 2min
Lee Tat says:
crazy bitch
ma ma ma ma says:
den 1st 3 seconds
ma ma ma ma says:
have flickering lights inside le
Lee Tat says:
boil water also don't need 2 mins
ma ma ma ma says:
den i was like wtf
Lee Tat says:
wtf
Lee Tat says:
HAHA

ma ma ma ma says:
den i quickly turn off the microwave
ma ma ma ma says:
but the light still flickering
Lee Tat says:
i am posting this to my blog
ma ma ma ma says:
so i open the door
Lee Tat says:
ahahahaa
ma ma ma ma says:
den
ma ma ma ma says:
omg the lid on fire
ma ma ma ma says:
den i juz blow lo
Lee Tat says:
huaaa
ma ma ma ma says:
heng the thing nv meltdown
ma ma ma ma says:
den all the water come out
ma ma ma ma says:
hahaha
ma ma ma ma says:
onli the lid caught fire
Lee Tat says:
later some radioactive isotopes form you are screwedd
Lee Tat says:
haha
Lee Tat says:
who cleaned up the mess?
Lee Tat says:
hahaah
ma ma ma ma says:
den the top part of the inside of the microwave black black de
ma ma ma ma says:
eh, me lo
Lee Tat says:
hahaha
Lee Tat says:
so in thge end
Lee Tat says:
still got cup noodles to eat?
Lee Tat says:
haha
ma ma ma ma says:
that was the last one
ma ma ma ma says:
so dun have lo
ma ma ma ma says:
=S

hahahaha

2008-10-22T01:53:00.004+08:00

dream is what it is called for a simple reason
it will never come true
at least for me
first it was yt
then it was vc

what a poor guy

sigh

2008-10-20T10:05:00.001+08:00

i must do something
hiatus
hiatus

2008-10-20T10:03:00.000+08:00

nooooooo
i am in one deep shit hole
all over again
nooooooo

2008-10-15T19:52:00.003+08:00

i was this close to __________
i thank beale and jiahe for their constructive advice
if not i might __________
ohh man i can't imagine it

impulse can kill

gut feeling is for lower life forms, for they have no brains to think

i was THIS close to becoming a lower life form

mann

2008-10-02T20:28:00.004+08:00

a very POWERful buddy of mine once said

"i dont mind, seriously, having a collision (inelastic collision/elastic collision) again but this time round i wont screw it up"

yea man... same sentiments...

2008-09-20T00:00:00.002+08:00

to my juniors who happen to read this blog

ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR PROMOS

2008-09-15T17:38:00.003+08:00

POST PRELIMS ACTIVITY

Date:19/9/2008, Friday
Time: RIGHT AFTER CHEMISTRY MCQ
Activity: SOCCCCCCERRRRRRRR

only for those who are not going to ace the prelims.

sign up by tagging WITH YOUR REAL NAME BIATCHES :D

HEROES!

2008-08-24T23:13:00.001+08:00

2008-07-25T22:00:00.000+08:00

hiatus
until i am happy with my performance

2008-07-03T23:28:00.002+08:00

not yet indeed...

2008-07-03T23:21:00.002+08:00

what was i thinking...
shitt...
noooo...
i shall abstain...
for now...
until...

arrr shitt...

2008-06-10T00:41:00.002+08:00

topics for physics
Kinematics
Forces
Dynamics
Work, Energy, Power
Motion in a Circle
Gravitation
Electric Fields
Currecnt Electricity
DC Circuits
Electromagnetism
Electromagnetic Induction
Alternating Current
Quantum Physics

2008-06-10T00:39:00.000+08:00

topics for maths
1. Sequences & Series
(Method of Diff, Recurrence Relation, Binomial Expansion, MI, APGP etc..)
2. Vectors
3. P & C
4. Probability
5. Binomial, Poisson Distributions
6. Normal distribution
7. Sampling
8. Hypothesis Testing

2008-06-06T00:29:00.004+08:00

alright 5/6/08 marked that end of my squash years in TJ as a team member
uhhhh
it has been 3 and a half years since i join TJ squash
time always flies
wanted to say the following during the camp but the little monkeys just had to spoil it by playing some water games.
actually is not a game coz is not a 2 way thing. hahaha
alright i wanted to say that
tonight is the last time i speak to you all as a captain.
uhhh. i know that i am demanding at times, becoz i want things to be done my way. and to me, whatever i do things that i think would be of the best interest of the squash team. so hope you guys pardon me. hahaha
i enjoy my time with the team. both the juniors and seniors.
all the gossip sessions all the dinners we have after training
i really enjoy that.
i enjoy training with the seniors and training the juniors. even though at times some of you get on to my nerves but haha but yea everything is cool now.
most importantly i hope i have spark your interest in squash and brought excitement/amusement/fun to you guys.
all the best to the next exco. if you all need any consultation please feel free to approach me i charge you guys at around 50 cent per word. hahaha
i will remember each and everyone of you, members of the squash team
finally i hope that you guys will fondly remember me
:)
Best Regards

see so emotional. but the little monkeys just had to ruin the moment
dammit
hahah

2008-05-31T22:21:00.001+08:00

Chemistry topics tested for JCT
organic chemistry(all)
periodic table
mole concept and stoichiometry
gases
atomic structure and bonding
chem kinetics
chem & ion equilibrium
thermochemistry
electric chem 1 (galvanic cells)

2008-05-27T15:50:00.001+08:00

i envy those with healthy bodies

2008-05-24T00:46:00.003+08:00

this is my 111 post
and this shall be the last post about the squash season
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~
is one hell of a ride really

we first got the draw with the 4 teams which stand a chance in the top 4
acsi acjc njc tjc
well ac s are the strongest but of coz nj and tj won't give up without putting a fight
so i have to say that we got a tough group

1st 2 games against ac s. so effectively we can say that by the end of our 2nd match we are already out of the competition. but we nvr give up and still hope...

and there seem to be a glimpse of hope when njc told us about XXX being underage

so we fought on regardless

i have to say that the match against this certain school located around adams road was the climax of our campaign. although there aren't many supporters (as usual) we literally fight like dogs
we were down 2-1
and of coz several flashes of brilliance by the captain pull the team back to 2-2
HAHAHAHA yes i am damn proud of this
(like hello!? playing with a club player... fought back from 1-2 and trailing 7-4 in the 4th set and came back to win the set and evetually won the game 3-2 is WOOOHOOOOHOOOO)
the 5 game was really close and we managed to edge our so called 'arch rivals'
and we won 3-2.
yeaaaaaaa if i am not wrong it has been a long time since we win this school located at adams road wahaha

the rest of the games are okay i guess

our hope of bringing squash to the top 4 dashed when news broke that XXX can carry on playing

oh well i have to say that its the higher powers' decision so we have to deal with it and so we finish the season 5th if i am not wrong
too bad man squash doesn't have quarter finals boooo
and this marks the end of our squash tournament

here are the scores
vs ACSI (0)loss
vs ACJC (1, Elliot) loss
vs NJC (3, Elliot, Lee Tat, Vishi) win
vs VJC (5, Elliot, Jiahaur, Kienwei, Vishi, Rongbin) win
vs SRJC (5, Elliot, Lee Tat, Kienwei, Vishi, Rongbin) win
vs AJC (4, Elliot, Lee Tat, Kienwei, Jiahaur) win

thank you guys 07/08 for fighting together as a team
i won't forget the times when we fought for each other (at least in near future hahah)
Elliot for mocking everyone in order to spur us to improve (i guess)
Jiahaur for all his sick shots that die the instant it hits the floor
Rongbinho for screwing up a few matches IN ORDER to make the tournament exciting hahahah
Horny SKW for performing relatively consistantly as compared to RB so that the tournament won't be over exciting hahah
Fishy for impressing when it matters and ya commendable efforts to make the tournament exciting too
Appan man for putting up with all the shit i give you hahaha
you guys are awesome

2008-05-10T20:25:00.004+08:00

man i need to blog this
just 10 mins ago 2 ah lian lookalikes and a kid who looks like those suffering from down syndrome came to our doors
they were selling ice-cream at the cost of $16
girl A claims that $6 is the cost price of one box of icecream and the $10 is for the kid.
so i asked which organisation are they from.
they say that the kid is their neighbour and they are volunteering to to help the kid raise funds so that he can go to school etc etc
they bought the ice cream directly from the factory and come straight to the neighbourhoods to sell them at a higher price in order to raise money for the kid who is suppose to be their neighbour.
mannn
they don't have license don't have any documents etc but that kid.
looking at the kid is enough to make my heart break
but since there is a possibility of them making use of that boy to earn $$, i told them that i am not interested.
crap now i feel dammmmnnn bad.
i should be just give them $2 or so without taking the ice cream since the money is SUPPOSE to be for the little kid.
but then i didn't give them any. crappppp
arrr being so kind-hearted they should approach the MPs or something for $$ to help the kid
but huh
i have to say that the dressing of the 2 girls is the main reason of me rejecting them
if they were to be aunties. i would have gave them the $$ i guess.
but 2 ah lian lookalikes, dyed hair, coloured contacts, hot pants
to believe that they do all these for good will is quite hard la
BUTTT
they might exceptional, and there is a possibility that they really do this out of good will
oh man feeel soo bad :(

2008-05-05T21:42:00.003+08:00

one shall not care too much because if the response is not the desired one you kinda feel ducked up
when efforts are not appreciated
it suck so much
screw those idiots

2008-05-05T19:11:00.003+08:00

Nothing is permanent except Change.
The only constant is Change.
Everything comes and goes.
What we can do is to cherish little moments in life.
For it feels like Eternity in that instance.

2008-04-27T16:59:00.001+08:00

You Will Be a Cool Parent

You seem to naturally know a lot about parenting, and you know what kids need.

You can tell when it's time to let kids off the hook, and when it's time to lay down the law.

While your parenting is modern and hip, it's not over the top.

You know that there's nothing cool about a parent who acts like a teenager... or a drill sergeant!

Would You Be a Cool Parent?

bored to the max
what am i doing hahahahah

2008-04-27T16:49:00.004+08:00

one thing i learnt from this weekend
is to stay away from home during weekends

if not i will be using the computer doing quizes like this

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to dress well and take care of him / herself.

With respect to money, you spend carefully and save your pennies.

You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Who's The True You?

bored

2008-04-19T13:37:00.003+08:00

to think that the current generation is all warped
you are probably the warped one.
why so judgemental my fren
nothing is absolute, there are always exceptions

no need to argue, just need to know that
not all are tainted
not everyone belongs to the lost herd

what i am doing is fight for what i believe
you might question my belief
but to me, it is all sane, not warped

when one is not doing his best, one is wasting his time.
i agree
but if we have the capability of winning, den of coz, we fight to win
and fight to go beyond our personal best

thats when legends are made
at least thats what i believe in.

2008-04-14T19:18:00.002+08:00

TJC won NJC
3-2
our opponents are technically better den us
but we had the thirst
we had the hunger
to fight for our team
to fight for the school
to fight for ouselves
and we got what we deserved

Squash Team 07/08
Team of Lions

proud of you guys

2008-04-13T20:45:00.001+08:00

"THANKKKSS SENNIOOORRRRR"
and
"you're a great senior yeah"

sound DAMN good

2008-04-02T20:34:00.002+08:00

alright so in the end we lost 1-4 to acjc
we can't deny the fact that we lost
but we put up a fight
a good fight actually
our dream of entering the semis have just ended
unless some miracle happen such that njc win acjc and we win njc
hahahah fat hope

but the team
never gave up
played with dignity
and
ran after every freaking ball
few scratches here and there
but no worries
we put up a good fight

thank you supporters for coming down to support.
esp beale who missed the physics lecture hahaha
heart-felt
:)

2008-04-01T21:21:00.002+08:00

first wish of the year
win acjc
when i on the com tmr. we would have won acjc
believe
believe

2008-03-27T22:26:00.002+08:00

wah
Chemistry D
Physics also D or E i think

got to leap from E to A/B again
need to do it fast

right after tournament
mug.

2008-03-25T21:45:00.003+08:00

alright guys our season starts tmr
i have said it once and i will say it again.
this is the freaking last year for us to represent the school
to fight for something which no one in the school's history had achieved
to fight for something which we work so freaking hard for
to fight for something which we believe in
to fight for glory
to fight for ourselves
imagine this.
we fight our hearts out
we got into semis
we became one of the top 4 junior college
TJ squash becomes one of our niche
more and more graded players would want to join TJ Squash
they come in thru DSA
our own players will see us as role models
and train and work as hard as they can
and TJ Squash will stay as one of the top 3 jcs from this moment onwards
imagine this.
we are not only doing it for ourselves
we are doing it for the future batches
and it begins from us
it begins from now.

set a target for yourself
if you think you can't win
set a target.
and achieve that target
as long as you do it, you win
whether your opponent win or lose doesn't better
as long as you did what you wanted, you win
at least we put in our heart and fight for what we believe we can achieve.

enough said.
do it once
do it good.
fight on comrades.

2008-03-14T21:05:00.003+08:00

yesterday was really a sleepless night
here is the story
yesterday felt quite sian after studying for quite long so i kop my father's Aik Cheong 3 in 1 White Coffee Tarik and drank it.
i think the powder itself already weights 40g
other normal one is just 20-25g
so the powder is almost half a cup full
so i drank it, thought it would keep me awake. arrr yes it did
taste good
after that i felt a little shaky but then after that
WOOHOOOOO
full of energy
so i carry on studying
den decided to sleep at 0130 afterall i still have MPT the next morning
so i went to bed
but i couldn't sleep
sat up and check the clock
230
sat up and check the clock
300
sat up and check the clock
400
so hack it i just lay there pretending that i am asleep
screw it it didn't work
so woke up at 600
wait what woke up, i merely got off my bed.
and mom told me NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL
thats the thing about my mom.
she has a strong personality
or maybe she just think that i was faking.. oh well so i went to school and took the tests

till now i am still quite awake. maybe not. just can't sleep
yup 34 hours and still counting
hope i don't die.

2008-03-13T16:11:00.001+08:00

Your EQ is 133

You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.

You are warm and open. Even when life gets you down, you're unafraid of the world and its challenges.

You are comfortable with who you are. And you accept your weaknesses - as well as the weaknesses of others.

While you are quite stable, you don't respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up.

But you have enough emotional intelligence to know when you need a course correction.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

ahh quite true

2008-03-13T01:18:00.001+08:00

Gut feeling is for lower life-forms, for they have no brains to think.

2008-03-10T23:24:00.002+08:00

ahhh felt so relieved after today's frenly

apparently the plan to play it simple didn't work

coz when you step into the courts

the basic instinct is to go all out

but well well lets not be too happy

maybe they are not playing seriously after all

one more obstacle to clear

let's go boys

2008-03-10T23:20:00.003+08:00

when i have a girlfren, the first place i would bring her for a date
is punggol field
to fly kite and see people fly kites

ahhhhh so relaxing...

ahhhhh...

2008-03-06T20:31:00.003+08:00

alright guys

this is our grouping for nationals
ACSI (1st)
NJC (4th)
ACJC (5th)
TJC (6th)
SRJC
VJC
AJC

so essentially there will be 3 teams fighting for a slot in the semis

so guys
i hope that after knowing that we are in this tough group we can train harder and become stronger.
and not giving me lame excuses saying that we don't stand a chance.
we do stand a good chance,
if we want it enough.
afterall this is our last year representing the school, and for some of us it might be the last time to play competitive squash ever again.
let's commit ourselves in this final lap. please take care of your body
and be ever ready to go all out.
Do it once. Do it good.
Bring glory to school, and lift TJ Squash to one of our niche pdps
Cheers

2008-02-29T00:03:00.001+08:00

wah the more i get to know you the more i adore you

awwwww what a nice pet that my neighbour has

dammit

2008-02-19T19:40:00.001+08:00

wahhh there is nothing to describe except

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

this is the best birthday i ever had

in this 2 decades of my life.

hahahahahaha sound damn old

but yea i love it woooooohoooooooo

still feeling high now. hahahaha

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

2008-02-18T23:56:00.002+08:00

eh this is the 90th post.
haha i am here waiting for 0000. so that people can start wishing my happy birthday
sound quite desperate la but ya i am... hur hur hur
at the mean time, i shall admire something which i just found
hahahaha
my sexy back hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
eh to me is sexy la

2008-02-17T00:45:00.002+08:00

i don't want anything in particular for my birthdays because

i don't see birthdays as a way to increase material wealth

all i ask for

is the simple remembering of my birthday

and a simple wishing of "happy birthday" IN A NICE MANNER

that shows that you care

and i will appreciate that :)

2008-02-15T23:15:00.002+08:00

i am gonna start this study group for squash
called squash-aaaaaaaaaaaaa-dy group
the As in the aaaaaaaaaaaaa represent
A for Language Arts/GP
A for Mathematics
A for Physics
A for Chemistry
A for Biology
A for Econs
A for Chinese
A for History
A for Geography
A for MEP
A for LEP
A for Project Work
A for E/C. Literature
and more and more

so meaningful

and after you join this group, you will truely be an A student

wahahaha

2008-01-18T23:36:00.000+08:00

how i wish that school life will never end

this is quite mad lol is only the start of the year and i can already foresee that i will miss my school life

all the fun we have in class

all the stupid jokes we crack at anytime

all the trouble that we caused

all the crap that you have to take from others

all the trainings/lessons with your peers

they are all incredible.

maybe i should post agn when my language is better lol

2008-01-17T22:47:00.000+08:00

the feeling after you realised you have succumbed to peer pressure

the feeling after you did something that you really didn't like

suck

2008-01-16T21:30:00.001+08:00

chinese new year resolution

reduce on vulgarities

2008-01-12T15:11:00.001+08:00

4th in nationals

we had the heart

now

everything is falling apart

4th in nationals

in my dreams

in my dreams

2008-01-04T00:13:00.000+08:00

and i was rejected again
lol
26% of school
1 mark away from A
no money
no h3
no girlfriend let alone girlfriendS

failure

the bounce back wasn't high enough for the promos
but this blow has hit me harder than the JCT one

we shall see

2008-01-03T00:25:00.000+08:00

everyone deserves a second chance.
i hope it is not too late.
please please please please please

2007-11-26T00:14:00.001+08:00

i applied for h3 chem
the sci hod said i stand a good chance
and now i am not on the list of people who are accepted
this feeling is worse than losing a close squash match
just when i decided to work hard..
from E to B
and that B is one mark away from A i have to say this
i still cannot make it
this is life
to take it positively i hope this can spur me to get what i want in future
but now is still hard to take
argh fuck it
sigh

2007-11-22T20:32:00.001+08:00

"how to appreciate the human body if you don't take biology? how do you get into medical school?"

if i had been through this attachment before i choose my subject combi
i would definitely take biology
i regret
sigh

2007-11-13T13:44:00.000+08:00

Got tagged by Mr. Sharapova

Pass this quiz to 10 people you wish to know how they feel about you:

1. Mr. Sharapova
2. Rongbinho
3. Fishy
4. KW
5. Jia Hee
6. mo-Lester
7. Beale
8. Dim
9. Kengseng
10. Gavin

1. Who is 6 having a relationship with: Some girl who is working lol

2. Is 9 a female or a male: not sure. but he is the "best captain"

3. If 7&10 are together, will it be a good thing: Beale Gavin got talk one meh?

4. What is 2 studying about: He doesn't study and he got promoted. he is damn smart

5. When was the last time you had a chat with 3: When i asked him to come for training but i think he overslept again

6. What kind of music band does 8 likes: Some ang mo band la not sure haha

7. Does 1 has any siblings: yes a very adorable brother hohohohoh

8. Would you woo 3: no. but only like his ice-cream..

9. How about 7: wanted to but dammit he is attached haha

10. Is 4 single: he can't be attached

11. What is the surname of 5: Chan mali Chan haha

12. What is the name of 10: Gavin Loh Suan Hong

13. What is the hobby for 4: mugging, gaming, other people's shit is his bread and butter

14. Do 5 and 9 get along: Ya. hahaha

15. Where is 2 studying now: TJ

16. Where is 9 staying now: His palace in Kembangan

17. What colour does 4 likes: blue i think coz he claims that his name is sky

18. Does 7 like 2: think so coz 7 knows all 2's shit hahaha

19. Are 5 and 1 best friends: friends but not best i think haha 5's bestfren is FM

20. Does 1 have any pets at home: no. his brother doesn't count right? hahahah

fun quiz hahaha

2007-11-10T01:02:00.000+08:00

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.

Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men
You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

really?

2007-10-30T19:28:00.000+08:00

hahahaha this is so funny wahahaha
i really have an evil face mehhhhhh??
no, shara you are dreaming only lar hahaha
yes. i totally agree that whats happening in a dream is opposite of whats happening in reality. yes.
so funny
whenever i appear in people's dream
i would be their nightmare
why why WHY?!?!?!
dammit hahahaha

2007-10-27T18:02:00.000+08:00

althought we won the matches
the standard is not there yet
i don't see us getting forth
ar well it might be unfair becoz we didn't have proper training before the friendly
long way to go~

2007-10-10T18:17:00.000+08:00

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

interesting haha

2007-10-10T18:09:00.000+08:00

You Should Play the Drums

You are often hyper, restless, and full of a little too much zeal.
However, people may be surprised to know that you can focus your energy well.

You are driven and engaged enough to be a great drummer... and you have the stamina to practice for hours.
In fact, when you can channel your energy productively, it only increases!

You are independent and spirited... but also consistent. You can definitely keep the beat.
You work well in a group and contribute heartily - without needing to take the lead.

Your dominant personality characteristic: your aggression

Your secondary personality characteristic: your precision

What Musical Instrument Should You Play?

woah

i choose the correct instrument that suits me best man
but oh well i have some what abandoned it.
sigh. i was a good drummer. i was.

and i am about to become a good squasher :D (i hope)

2007-10-09T17:26:00.000+08:00

wahhh this phrase is dammmnnnn nice

感情跟牙齿一样
不能自拔

wahhh wahhh wahhh

2007-10-05T18:27:00.000+08:00

i thought that the year 1s are not that bad
but beale was right
i was wrong
i thought that one has to be forceful to bring message across
but keng sheng was right too
one has to change his approach depending on who the other person it
lessons learnt
1. do not be so hopeful
2. do not expect too much
3. be flexible

2007-09-27T22:26:00.001+08:00

thanks for all the reminder guys
yes i won't miss out any section
A
B
C
i will finish them all yes i will

2007-09-27T13:52:00.000+08:00

ok crap
can't get 70
can't get voucher
dammit
Chemistry is next
i want to take H3 Chem
so i got to mug now. hahah

2007-09-27T00:47:00.000+08:00

i hope i can get the Haagen Diaz voucher
we will know after 12 hours from now
Haagen Diaz lai!
come come come

2007-09-25T18:21:00.000+08:00

i think i have changed
maybe just periodically
but i have changed

2007-09-23T23:24:00.000+08:00

why do people like to whine?
do they know that whining doesn't help?
so why do people whine?
seek attention?
hope that someone will pity them?

2007-09-11T18:38:00.000+08:00

There are 4 types of students

Slacker
Before exams activity: study eat play sleep

Mugger
Before exams activity: study eat sleep

Super mugger
Before exams activity: study sleep

Demigod of mugging
Before exams activity: study.

2007-09-09T22:28:00.000+08:00

Remembering you fondly,
Pineapple Tart

2007-09-08T21:28:00.000+08:00

日有所思
真的
夜有所梦

2007-09-05T15:56:00.001+08:00

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller!

In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart.
You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts.

At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do.
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding

When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

What's Your Personality Type?

uh huh..

2007-09-03T00:39:00.001+08:00

You Are Spider-Man

Quick and agile, you have killer instincts (literally).
And that kind of makes up for the whole creepy spider thing.

What Superhero Are You?

wahhhh

2007-08-31T22:55:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

how true

2007-08-31T00:46:00.001+08:00

You Belong in Winter

Quiet, calm, and totally at peace...
You're happy to be at home, wrapped in a blanket, completely snowed in
Whether you're lighting a fire or having a snowball fight, you always feel best in the winter.

What Season Are You?

hmm..

2007-08-25T20:09:00.000+08:00

even though i know that it won't start
even though i know that it won't last
even though i know that it is impossible
even though i know that you won't feel the same
even though i know that it will have a sad ending