have you experienced something like this

you don't want to pick it up
but you don't want to leave it there as well

you don't want to pick it up becoz there is a possibility that the owner will come back for it, or it will be better off to stay there, or it is just not the right time
you don't want to leave it there because you really want to keep and there is also a possibility that others will pick it up and take it away

but i truely believe that if it belongs to you, it is yours
you can fight for it yes but after all that fighting it might not be yours still
you might say that at least you fought for it haha whatever i am not going to

so i will wait and see if anyone picks it up
no matter how much i want to take it myself

when people block my view
my heart tickles
but i am not making an attempt to do anything
just wait