Monday, December 21, 2009
Monday, December 07, 2009
I was lamenting about not having anything/anyone to think about/of.
Now i have someone to think about/of. and i think about/of her very often.
it's so often that it scares me. it has been a long while since anyone fills my mind.
and now
i am lamenting again.
because.
i dare not do anything else except thinking about/of her.
:(
Now i have someone to think about/of. and i think about/of her very often.
it's so often that it scares me. it has been a long while since anyone fills my mind.
and now
i am lamenting again.
because.
i dare not do anything else except thinking about/of her.
:(
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Monday, July 06, 2009
i need some distractions
something to think about
or someone else to think about.
there is so much free time by myself now
furthermore i spend so much time travelling by myself
one good thing about travelling by yourself is that you think about stuff and reflect on your actions
one bad thing about travelling by yourself is that you think TOO MUCH about a lot of things
i know that it is not appropriate, but most of the time i think about V
kept thinking about V
yes, thats you Vellayappan
HAHAHAHA
recently, this song by Boyzone stuck in my head.
Everyday I Love You.
there is this million dollar question in the lyrics
"If I ask, would you say 'yes'?"~~~
Vellayappan... i miss you...
something to think about
or someone else to think about.
there is so much free time by myself now
furthermore i spend so much time travelling by myself
one good thing about travelling by yourself is that you think about stuff and reflect on your actions
one bad thing about travelling by yourself is that you think TOO MUCH about a lot of things
i know that it is not appropriate, but most of the time i think about V
kept thinking about V
yes, thats you Vellayappan
HAHAHAHA
recently, this song by Boyzone stuck in my head.
Everyday I Love You.
there is this million dollar question in the lyrics
"If I ask, would you say 'yes'?"~~~
Vellayappan... i miss you...
Monday, June 15, 2009
the way of doing things.
in life
there are only 2 kinds of things.
the right things and the wrong things.
there are only 2 ways in doing these 2 kinds of things.
the right way and the wrong way.
so here are the permutations
doing the right thing the right way ---> good
doing the right thing the wrong way ---> bad
doing the wrong thing the wrong way ---> very bad
doing the wrong thing the right way ---> very good!
in life
there are only 2 kinds of things.
the right things and the wrong things.
there are only 2 ways in doing these 2 kinds of things.
the right way and the wrong way.
so here are the permutations
doing the right thing the right way ---> good
doing the right thing the wrong way ---> bad
doing the wrong thing the wrong way ---> very bad
doing the wrong thing the right way ---> very good!
Friday, May 29, 2009
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Friday, May 08, 2009
Thursday, May 07, 2009
i have nvr been so majorly punked. twice in this year so far.
being promised of a rank but only to have it voided on the last day.
or rather the last hour before the actual event
how can i not feel cheated? how can i not feel betrayed?
"things don't always go your way"
"life is not a bed of roses"
yea yea i know all these
but these are the last things that i want to hear from this fuked up person
i will definitely feeel so fucking disgusted and puke into the phone if i were to hear you saying it
i can curse all i want here. but of coz there will be dire consequences.
so is it worth it?
i am not gonna ask "what did i do to deserve all these?" becoz no one can answer me.
i was some how influenced by my fuked up supervisor and my behaviour has some how changed a little, to a fuked up way. fucking fucked up
i realised it along the way but i just let it be becoz i thought that by slacking, i am gaining something... free time... relaxed... whatever
now i am ashamed of myself, for allow him to influence me to have such a fuked up mindset.
here are the words that the fuked up person always say. i fucking wonder whether he knows the meaning of these sentences coz he nvr really do what he says
"i will try my best"
"i will get back to you"
"i will let you know asap"
fuck all these
now the only thing that i am unhappy about is
why the fuck did such a fuked up person come into my life?
giving me false hopes.
just fucking tell me off right away la fuck so that i don't need to feel so fucking cheated.
however only thru such circumstances, people from the other end of the spectrum step into my life.
and not all the people you meet in your life are even half as sincere and dedicated like you
and make me realise this brutal fact that there are ups and downs in life
but fuck la currently i am having downs only
nonetheless i am thankful to have good and bad people coming in at this stage of my life.
giving me a wide range of people whom i will meet time and again in future
and allowing me to see people in a more accurate and perceptive way
and not trust fucked up people
argh fucking screwed up
argh fuck la as if you all know what the fuck i was talking about in this post
duck you all la
being promised of a rank but only to have it voided on the last day.
or rather the last hour before the actual event
how can i not feel cheated? how can i not feel betrayed?
"things don't always go your way"
"life is not a bed of roses"
yea yea i know all these
but these are the last things that i want to hear from this fuked up person
i will definitely feeel so fucking disgusted and puke into the phone if i were to hear you saying it
i can curse all i want here. but of coz there will be dire consequences.
so is it worth it?
i am not gonna ask "what did i do to deserve all these?" becoz no one can answer me.
i was some how influenced by my fuked up supervisor and my behaviour has some how changed a little, to a fuked up way. fucking fucked up
i realised it along the way but i just let it be becoz i thought that by slacking, i am gaining something... free time... relaxed... whatever
now i am ashamed of myself, for allow him to influence me to have such a fuked up mindset.
here are the words that the fuked up person always say. i fucking wonder whether he knows the meaning of these sentences coz he nvr really do what he says
"i will try my best"
"i will get back to you"
"i will let you know asap"
fuck all these
now the only thing that i am unhappy about is
why the fuck did such a fuked up person come into my life?
giving me false hopes.
just fucking tell me off right away la fuck so that i don't need to feel so fucking cheated.
however only thru such circumstances, people from the other end of the spectrum step into my life.
and not all the people you meet in your life are even half as sincere and dedicated like you
and make me realise this brutal fact that there are ups and downs in life
but fuck la currently i am having downs only
nonetheless i am thankful to have good and bad people coming in at this stage of my life.
giving me a wide range of people whom i will meet time and again in future
and allowing me to see people in a more accurate and perceptive way
and not trust fucked up people
argh fucking screwed up
argh fuck la as if you all know what the fuck i was talking about in this post
duck you all la
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Sunday, April 12, 2009
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Saturday, April 04, 2009
Friday, April 03, 2009
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Quizzz
1. Who was the last person you fell asleep texting to?
Jia He. HAHAHAHA
2. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off?
Some primary school mate
3. Is your handwriting large, tiny, or pretty normal?
normal, but ugly
4. Are you a morning person or a night person?
used to be night
5. What would you do if you opened up your front door full of surprises?
too stun to do anything
6. Are you a forgiving person?
yes. but not forgiving david at the moment hahaha
7. What do you drink?
water
8. Anything bothering you now?
PES status
9. What are you listening to right now?
sound of the engine of fridge
10. The highlight of your week?
MONOPOLY
11. Who were the last people you ate with?
BL, JH, HARE BAII
12. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
MOM
13. Who was the last person to text you?
2nd sis
14. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
not that i know of
15. What are your plans for tonight?
update blog
16. If you could move somewhere else, would you?
No
17. What does the seventh text in your inbox say?
just deleted inbox lol
18. What's your favorite subject?
Chemistry
19. Do you know if anyone likes you?
yes all the FIs love me. right
20. What did you dream about last night?
MY PRIMARY SCHOOL MATE WHOM I LIKED ZOMG
21. What were you doing at 4am this morning?
sleeping
22. What do you usually do first in the morning?
wake up
23. What is making you smile now?
the thought of booking in. yes.
24. How many different beverages have you had today?
4. water, white tea, beer, milk
25. Do you want children?
yes. at least 3
26. What is on your mind now?
sleep
27. Are you expecting a phone call?
no
28. If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be?
pls don't...
29. Are you excited about this weekend?
yes. totally
30. When you're in a bad mood, what will always put you in a better mood?
feel pissed for awhile
31. Last time you swore?
in BL's house hahahaa
32. Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
Seldom
33. Where did you last sleep other than your house?
RB's house :D
-
ARE YOU:
-Perfect: I hope
-Tall: totally
-In your pajamas: sort of
-Left handed: no
LAST:
-Friend you saw: SONG HON
-Talked to on the phone: 2nd sis
-Person to text you: 2nd sis
-Is today better than yesterday: YEA
FAVORITE:
-Number: 2
-Color: red
-Place: anywhere as long as i am with the people i like
QUESTIONS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
shouting for my toothbrush hahaha
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
yes but just try my best and let god do the rest
Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters?
All's well End's well
Q: Do you smile a lot?
not really. depends on who i am with
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
yes. it nvr came true. but still wish
Q: Are you a friendly person?
depends
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
my bed
Q: When was the last time you cried?
2 weeks ago. sobs
Q: What was your last thought before going to bed?
to have a good dream
Q: Rate life as of right now, one being bad, ten being great?
7
Q: What do you hear right now?
dammit i said the sound of the engine of the fridge
Q: Does anything hurt you right now?
yes but i will try my best and let god do the rest I SAID IT BEFORE
Q: What's your favorite month?
DECEMBER becoz is holiday time
EMOTIONS:
-Are you missing someone right now?
yes. sobs
-Are you tired?
yaaaa
-Are your parents still married?
of coz. most loving couple ever
BASICS:
-Real name? LAU LEE TAT
-Age? going 21 in 3 weeks time zomg
-Eye color? black
-Male or female? MALE
-Single? ya
-Crushing? no
-Smart? of coz
-Hair color? Black + strands of white
-Phone or Camera? Phone.
-Health freak? yes
-Smoke or Drink? drink occasionally
FIRSTS:
-First best friend?
there are no best friends. they are all great friends
-First award?
smartees from mama?
-First enemy?
some bad characters in power ranger..
-First pet?
tortoise
-First vacation?
China
CURRENTLY:
-Eating? no
-Drinking? no
-Listening to? duck you
-Plans for tommorow? prepare stuff and book in
-Waiting for? A lvl results zomg
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE GENDER:
-Lips or eyes? eyes
-Shorter or taller? taller so that my offsprings can be taller. hahahahaha
-Romantic or spontaneous? spontaneous. cuter
-Sensitive or loud? sensitive
HAVE YOU EVER:
-Drank hard drinks? sip.
-Lost glasses/contacts? i don't have them in the first place HAHAHA
-Ran away from home? YEA when i was 5 when mama didn't allow me to eat my SMARTEES. i ran as far as the lift lobby okay. hahahahaha
-Broken someone's heart? maybe?
-Been arrested? no
ANSWER HONESTLY:
-Do you like someone? you mean the ans above are not suppose to be honest?!!? ya i think i like someone
-Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? can be improved upon
alright good nighttt
1. Who was the last person you fell asleep texting to?
Jia He. HAHAHAHA
2. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off?
Some primary school mate
3. Is your handwriting large, tiny, or pretty normal?
normal, but ugly
4. Are you a morning person or a night person?
used to be night
5. What would you do if you opened up your front door full of surprises?
too stun to do anything
6. Are you a forgiving person?
yes. but not forgiving david at the moment hahaha
7. What do you drink?
water
8. Anything bothering you now?
PES status
9. What are you listening to right now?
sound of the engine of fridge
10. The highlight of your week?
MONOPOLY
11. Who were the last people you ate with?
BL, JH, HARE BAII
12. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
MOM
13. Who was the last person to text you?
2nd sis
14. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
not that i know of
15. What are your plans for tonight?
update blog
16. If you could move somewhere else, would you?
No
17. What does the seventh text in your inbox say?
just deleted inbox lol
18. What's your favorite subject?
Chemistry
19. Do you know if anyone likes you?
yes all the FIs love me. right
20. What did you dream about last night?
MY PRIMARY SCHOOL MATE WHOM I LIKED ZOMG
21. What were you doing at 4am this morning?
sleeping
22. What do you usually do first in the morning?
wake up
23. What is making you smile now?
the thought of booking in. yes.
24. How many different beverages have you had today?
4. water, white tea, beer, milk
25. Do you want children?
yes. at least 3
26. What is on your mind now?
sleep
27. Are you expecting a phone call?
no
28. If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be?
pls don't...
29. Are you excited about this weekend?
yes. totally
30. When you're in a bad mood, what will always put you in a better mood?
feel pissed for awhile
31. Last time you swore?
in BL's house hahahaa
32. Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
Seldom
33. Where did you last sleep other than your house?
RB's house :D
-
ARE YOU:
-Perfect: I hope
-Tall: totally
-In your pajamas: sort of
-Left handed: no
LAST:
-Friend you saw: SONG HON
-Talked to on the phone: 2nd sis
-Person to text you: 2nd sis
-Is today better than yesterday: YEA
FAVORITE:
-Number: 2
-Color: red
-Place: anywhere as long as i am with the people i like
QUESTIONS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
shouting for my toothbrush hahaha
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
yes but just try my best and let god do the rest
Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters?
All's well End's well
Q: Do you smile a lot?
not really. depends on who i am with
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
yes. it nvr came true. but still wish
Q: Are you a friendly person?
depends
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
my bed
Q: When was the last time you cried?
2 weeks ago. sobs
Q: What was your last thought before going to bed?
to have a good dream
Q: Rate life as of right now, one being bad, ten being great?
7
Q: What do you hear right now?
dammit i said the sound of the engine of the fridge
Q: Does anything hurt you right now?
yes but i will try my best and let god do the rest I SAID IT BEFORE
Q: What's your favorite month?
DECEMBER becoz is holiday time
EMOTIONS:
-Are you missing someone right now?
yes. sobs
-Are you tired?
yaaaa
-Are your parents still married?
of coz. most loving couple ever
BASICS:
-Real name? LAU LEE TAT
-Age? going 21 in 3 weeks time zomg
-Eye color? black
-Male or female? MALE
-Single? ya
-Crushing? no
-Smart? of coz
-Hair color? Black + strands of white
-Phone or Camera? Phone.
-Health freak? yes
-Smoke or Drink? drink occasionally
FIRSTS:
-First best friend?
there are no best friends. they are all great friends
-First award?
smartees from mama?
-First enemy?
some bad characters in power ranger..
-First pet?
tortoise
-First vacation?
China
CURRENTLY:
-Eating? no
-Drinking? no
-Listening to? duck you
-Plans for tommorow? prepare stuff and book in
-Waiting for? A lvl results zomg
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE GENDER:
-Lips or eyes? eyes
-Shorter or taller? taller so that my offsprings can be taller. hahahahaha
-Romantic or spontaneous? spontaneous. cuter
-Sensitive or loud? sensitive
HAVE YOU EVER:
-Drank hard drinks? sip.
-Lost glasses/contacts? i don't have them in the first place HAHAHA
-Ran away from home? YEA when i was 5 when mama didn't allow me to eat my SMARTEES. i ran as far as the lift lobby okay. hahahahaha
-Broken someone's heart? maybe?
-Been arrested? no
ANSWER HONESTLY:
-Do you like someone? you mean the ans above are not suppose to be honest?!!? ya i think i like someone
-Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? can be improved upon
alright good nighttt
alright man it has been a long time since i last blogged so i shall update it now.
alright i am serving NS in the police academy
and it is only during NS that you truly realise the importance of your love ones.
spending quality time with them and cherish them
anyway it is CNY!
had a crazy monopoly game just now wahahwhahwhahahhh
essentially it was TEAM VELLAYAPPAN vs SONG HON.
* red under garments don't work *
hahahahaha
super fun.
looking forward to your house warming, Beale. hahaha
alright i am serving NS in the police academy
and it is only during NS that you truly realise the importance of your love ones.
spending quality time with them and cherish them
anyway it is CNY!
had a crazy monopoly game just now wahahwhahwhahahhh
essentially it was TEAM VELLAYAPPAN vs SONG HON.
* red under garments don't work *
hahahahaha
super fun.
looking forward to your house warming, Beale. hahaha
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