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Thursday, August 11, 2011

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1463375441892&comments

for her i will wear specs.. all day everyday...

XD

Monday, August 01, 2011

Mr. L.T.,
bringing you out/ showing you around
is just an act of kindness/courtesy
you should not see it as anything more than that
don't give yourself false hope
school is starting
wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up

anyway all the best to your driving test in 2 weeks time!

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

mustered the courage to talk to you
but you went offline
X'(
you are online again.
and i have got the urge to talk to you again
there were several times when i tried too hard
and it turned out to be awkward.
aiyoooo
will you even be seeing this?
one day?
oh wait on
7 May 09, 10:52
劉璇: 哈摟!!還記得我嗎~~我是大學生摟,也成年了!!!!

還考了駕照喲~~當兵應該很辛苦吧> 加油!加油!加油!加油!

then why is she attending driving lessons now?
will ask her soon.
yay 1 new topic!
:D
It has been long since I post on this blog!

just wanna record this surreal moment down~~

14th July
Having lunch with kw and rb. feeling sad becoz she didn't pick up my call yesterday and said that there is no reception in her house. rb commented that why would anyone have no mobile phone reception at home? i wonder.. sighh..
and then she called
XD
and said that she is on her way out
and she is free to meet
NOW!
omg.
i ran back to the hotel to get changed and gel my hair lol. after all it is the first time i am seeing her after 4-5 years time. and this lyrics come into mind.
穿上洋裝看著手錶
時間快到心碰碰的跳
和你的第一次約會來臨了

金色的陽光灑滿人行道
換了新唇膏把頭髮弄好
要你看到我的好
just that i am the girl now :D
fast forward
she is waiting for me at the control station.
and she is all that i can see
i misread some words on the map and she asked if i know how to read chinese words
of coz i know but in her presence, all i can see is her
"当然懂得看...但现在你在我的身边...我看懂的只有你"
okay that's just what i think. in the end i said said
"当然懂得看...但现在.."
"现在什么?"
"没什么"
XD
she left after some time because she has to meet a group of friends for some birthday party planning
and that day i was bursting with joy

15th July
the night before, she appeared in my dream. and i was holding her hand. woke up with such a sweet feeling. but it gets more bitter as i become more awake. becoz it can't really happen in reality.
well well today,
She is bringing us around shiling night market!
the guys went to the bugis of taiwan for some shopping. and it was raining
so i postponed the meeting time with her
i called her
she was having driving lessons! i forgot about it!
X(
felt so bad distracting her
i text her that we will be late and ask her to leave her stomach empty. and she responded that she will have just a quick bite before meeting us.
fast forward to shilin night market
it was raining heavily and i waited for her. she was carrying a brolly and walking towards me
she was beautiful
and she brought us to shilin night market and walk us around
she brought along her pet. we played with it while eating.
we walk around
we do not have a lot of common topics so there were some awkward silence.
got to know that she has acid reflux condition as well. and she just did an enthoscopy the week before. she has to make medication for 3 years, regularly. or she has to do operation. she will puke if she eats irregularly. and she has heartburn almost every other day
she is not suppose to eat by 5pm
i met her only at around 7pm
so she didn't really eat before that. now i know why she had to take a quick bite.
i almost feel like i have committed a crime by asking her to leave her stomach empty for the night market food.
X((
i promised her that i will call her 3 years later. to check on her condition.
and i will do it.
for a girl whom i met in singapore when she was here on exchange.
we didn't talk much in singapore
but she took time out for me
a short and average looking guy.
my vocabulary can't express my thankfulness adequately.
当时我有一鼓想保护她的冲动
but i realise that it can't possibily go further than this. so i kept quiet

it is getting late and she is going home.
i gave her a penchant with her name on it which i bought in kenting and 2 cards which i wrote during lunch at taipei 101. she thanked me?
and we walk different directions
and i console myself that
this can't never be the last time i see her
like what i have posted before on

WEDNESDAY, MAY 13, 2009
我這一生中, 一定要再與你相見.
面對面的!!
至少一次!!
希望吧...

開始存錢啦!!!

the longer we stay apart means we are closer to meeting each other again
...

16th july
we are leaving taiwan
want to hear her voice 1 last time but 该死的sim card has no more money in it. and i sent her an fb msg.
...
见到你让我觉得更加舍不得走。你这种好女孩子太少见了。很想和你更进一步但知道不是很可能。:"(
...
and wish her good health
felt better after sending this msg

17th july
kept looking at facebook and check if she replied and fall asleep doing that. dreamt of many different kind of replies that she can give, thinking that it is reality.
dream, wake up, check phone, haven't reply, sleep, dream, wake up, check phone, haven't reply, sleep, dream, wake up, check phone, haven't reply, sleep, dream, wake up, check phone.
she replied and said that she will be busy when school starts
well well


friends ask me what are the chances of being together with her
i know and i said that it is close to zero
and i know that it is time to move on
it is quite a childish crush i must say but when you are in the midst of it, not easy to move on
what's on my mind now
getting an internship in taiwan
and call her in 3 years time
072014
i will call you