i need some distractions
something to think about
or someone else to think about.
there is so much free time by myself now
furthermore i spend so much time travelling by myself
one good thing about travelling by yourself is that you think about stuff and reflect on your actions
one bad thing about travelling by yourself is that you think TOO MUCH about a lot of things
i know that it is not appropriate, but most of the time i think about V
kept thinking about V

yes, thats you Vellayappan

HAHAHAHA

recently, this song by Boyzone stuck in my head.
Everyday I Love You.
there is this million dollar question in the lyrics

"If I ask, would you say 'yes'?"~~~

Vellayappan... i miss you...

how to live life meaningfully?