nooooooo
i am in one deep shit hole
all over again
nooooooo

man i need to blog this
just 10 mins ago 2 ah lian lookalikes and a kid who looks like those suffering from down syndrome came to our doors
they were selling ice-cream at the cost of $16
girl A claims that $6 is the cost price of one box of icecream and the $10 is for the kid.
so i asked which organisation are they from.
they say that the kid is their neighbour and they are volunteering to to help the kid raise funds so that he can go to school etc etc
they bought the ice cream directly from the factory and come straight to the neighbourhoods to sell them at a higher price in order to raise money for the kid who is suppose to be their neighbour.
mannn
they don't have license don't have any documents etc but that kid.
looking at the kid is enough to make my heart break
but since there is a possibility of them making use of that boy to earn $$, i told them that i am not interested.
crap now i feel dammmmnnn bad.
i should be just give them $2 or so without taking the ice cream since the money is SUPPOSE to be for the little kid.
but then i didn't give them any. crappppp
arrr being so kind-hearted they should approach the MPs or something for $$ to help the kid
but huh
i have to say that the dressing of the 2 girls is the main reason of me rejecting them
if they were to be aunties. i would have gave them the $$ i guess.
but 2 ah lian lookalikes, dyed hair, coloured contacts, hot pants
to believe that they do all these for good will is quite hard la
BUTTT
they might exceptional, and there is a possibility that they really do this out of good will
oh man feeel soo bad :(