5. to win the novice title for any upcoming squash event

marigold, marigold, marigold.

gone

i lost to a sec 3 AH boy who plays for Elias Park Condo

i hate to admit defeat. moreover he is a sec 3 AH boy.

Mr. Rongbinho asked if i did my best

my best wasn't enough.

i ran for every ball. the AH boy's father applauded and asked me to join Team Elias Park in the coming inter-constituency competition. who cares. the point is i didn't win

i want it so much. there is only one thing in my mind when i play. i want to win.

when i was losing i thought about my friends. i promised them i would win it. now i have lost. i broke my promise.

what's more. i have let myself down.

losing sucks

yaya winning is not everything. it's about the process. right

in life, almost nothing follows your way. one should always make do of anything that comes in his way. but for now, let me indulge in my sorrow

sweat/tears