i applied for h3 chem
the sci hod said i stand a good chance
and now i am not on the list of people who are accepted
this feeling is worse than losing a close squash match
just when i decided to work hard..
from E to B
and that B is one mark away from A i have to say this
i still cannot make it
this is life
to take it positively i hope this can spur me to get what i want in future
but now is still hard to take
argh fuck it
sigh