wah
Chemistry D
Physics also D or E i think

got to leap from E to A/B again
need to do it fast

right after tournament
mug.

alright guys our season starts tmr
i have said it once and i will say it again.
this is the freaking last year for us to represent the school
to fight for something which no one in the school's history had achieved
to fight for something which we work so freaking hard for
to fight for something which we believe in
to fight for glory
to fight for ourselves
imagine this.
we fight our hearts out
we got into semis
we became one of the top 4 junior college
TJ squash becomes one of our niche
more and more graded players would want to join TJ Squash
they come in thru DSA
our own players will see us as role models
and train and work as hard as they can
and TJ Squash will stay as one of the top 3 jcs from this moment onwards
imagine this.
we are not only doing it for ourselves
we are doing it for the future batches
and it begins from us
it begins from now.

set a target for yourself
if you think you can't win
set a target.
and achieve that target
as long as you do it, you win
whether your opponent win or lose doesn't better
as long as you did what you wanted, you win
at least we put in our heart and fight for what we believe we can achieve.

enough said.
do it once
do it good.
fight on comrades.

yesterday was really a sleepless night
here is the story
yesterday felt quite sian after studying for quite long so i kop my father's Aik Cheong 3 in 1 White Coffee Tarik and drank it.
i think the powder itself already weights 40g
other normal one is just 20-25g
so the powder is almost half a cup full
so i drank it, thought it would keep me awake. arrr yes it did
taste good
after that i felt a little shaky but then after that
WOOHOOOOO
full of energy
so i carry on studying
den decided to sleep at 0130 afterall i still have MPT the next morning
so i went to bed
but i couldn't sleep
sat up and check the clock
230
sat up and check the clock
300
sat up and check the clock
400
so hack it i just lay there pretending that i am asleep
screw it it didn't work
so woke up at 600
wait what woke up, i merely got off my bed.
and mom told me NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL
thats the thing about my mom.
she has a strong personality
or maybe she just think that i was faking.. oh well so i went to school and took the tests

till now i am still quite awake. maybe not. just can't sleep
yup 34 hours and still counting
hope i don't die.

Your EQ is 133

You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. You are warm and open. Even when life gets you down, you're unafraid of the world and its challenges. You are comfortable with who you are. And you accept your weaknesses - as well as the weaknesses of others. While you are quite stable, you don't respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up. But you have enough emotional intelligence to know when you need a course correction.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

ahh quite true

Gut feeling is for lower life-forms, for they have no brains to think.

ahhh felt so relieved after today's frenly

apparently the plan to play it simple didn't work

coz when you step into the courts

the basic instinct is to go all out

but well well lets not be too happy

maybe they are not playing seriously after all

one more obstacle to clear

let's go boys

when i have a girlfren, the first place i would bring her for a date
is punggol field
to fly kite and see people fly kites

ahhhhh so relaxing...

ahhhhh...

alright guys

this is our grouping for nationals
ACSI (1st)
NJC (4th)
ACJC (5th)
TJC (6th)
SRJC
VJC
AJC

so essentially there will be 3 teams fighting for a slot in the semis

so guys
i hope that after knowing that we are in this tough group we can train harder and become stronger.
and not giving me lame excuses saying that we don't stand a chance.
we do stand a good chance,
if we want it enough.
afterall this is our last year representing the school, and for some of us it might be the last time to play competitive squash ever again.
let's commit ourselves in this final lap. please take care of your body
and be ever ready to go all out.
Do it once. Do it good.
Bring glory to school, and lift TJ Squash to one of our niche pdps
Cheers

wah the more i get to know you the more i adore you

awwwww what a nice pet that my neighbour has

dammit

wahhh there is nothing to describe except

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

this is the best birthday i ever had

in this 2 decades of my life.

hahahahahaha sound damn old

but yea i love it woooooohoooooooo

still feeling high now. hahahaha

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

eh this is the 90th post.
haha i am here waiting for 0000. so that people can start wishing my happy birthday
sound quite desperate la but ya i am... hur hur hur
at the mean time, i shall admire something which i just found
hahahaha
my sexy back hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
eh to me is sexy la

i don't want anything in particular for my birthdays because

i don't see birthdays as a way to increase material wealth

all i ask for

is the simple remembering of my birthday

and a simple wishing of "happy birthday" IN A NICE MANNER

that shows that you care

and i will appreciate that :)

i am gonna start this study group for squash
called squash-aaaaaaaaaaaaa-dy group
the As in the aaaaaaaaaaaaa represent
A for Language Arts/GP
A for Mathematics
A for Physics
A for Chemistry
A for Biology
A for Econs
A for Chinese
A for History
A for Geography
A for MEP
A for LEP
A for Project Work
A for E/C. Literature
and more and more

so meaningful

and after you join this group, you will truely be an A student

wahahaha

how i wish that school life will never end

this is quite mad lol is only the start of the year and i can already foresee that i will miss my school life

all the fun we have in class

all the stupid jokes we crack at anytime

all the trouble that we caused

all the crap that you have to take from others

all the trainings/lessons with your peers

they are all incredible.

maybe i should post agn when my language is better lol

the feeling after you realised you have succumbed to peer pressure

the feeling after you did something that you really didn't like

suck

chinese new year resolution

reduce on vulgarities

4th in nationals

we had the heart

now

everything is falling apart

4th in nationals

in my dreams

in my dreams

and i was rejected again
lol
26% of school
1 mark away from A
no money
no h3
no girlfriend let alone girlfriendS

failure

the bounce back wasn't high enough for the promos
but this blow has hit me harder than the JCT one

we shall see

everyone deserves a second chance.
i hope it is not too late.
please please please please please

i applied for h3 chem
the sci hod said i stand a good chance
and now i am not on the list of people who are accepted
this feeling is worse than losing a close squash match
just when i decided to work hard..
from E to B
and that B is one mark away from A i have to say this
i still cannot make it
this is life
to take it positively i hope this can spur me to get what i want in future
but now is still hard to take
argh fuck it
sigh