Sunday, July 22, 2007

you know
some people are just hopeless
no matter how much effort you put in to try to help them
they just refuse to help themselves
or say that they tried but it didn't work

even the saints can only do this much
if they are not willing to help themselves enough
we should not even try helping
they deserve to rot till the moment of realisation, or to eternity

those who have tried to help them might think that they are the ones who ruin those people because the former didn't put in enough effort to help the latter

it ends up with the ones who tried to help, becoming one of the hopeless.

so we should not help others,
who are unwilling to help themselves enough

Friday, July 20, 2007

You Are a Chimera

You are very outgoing and well connected to many people.
Incredibly devoted to your family and friends, you find purpose in nurturing others.
You are rarely alone, and you do best in the company of others.
You are incredibly expressive, and people are sometimes overwhelmed by your strong emotions.


how true

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

now look.
who cheated on who?
who is the hypocrite here?

jokes

Monday, July 16, 2007

no mood to study. so i go and do some quizs

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
-true

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
-actually i am very superficial. i only like bimbos.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
-true

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
-uber serious. this is totally untrue

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
-maybe

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
-have yet to choose anything

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
-absolutely true refer to my previous post

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
-absolutely true

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve
-maybe

Are you still thinking about your ex?
Your ex clearly broke your heart and you haven't yet moved on. Remember that time heals all sorrows, so look positively towards the future. Don't be blinded to the love that might be surrounding you right now
-well well
How well do you get along with others?
You truly believe in friendship. You get along well with others, and those who are around you are happy to be with you, too. You love to be surrounded by friends and you'll do anything you can to help them without expecting anything in return. When your friends are smiling, you're as happy as you can be.
-kien wei this is for you bitch hahah

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/
5. to win the novice title for any upcoming squash event

marigold, marigold, marigold.

gone

i lost to a sec 3 AH boy who plays for Elias Park Condo

i hate to admit defeat. moreover he is a sec 3 AH boy.

Mr. Rongbinho asked if i did my best

my best wasn't enough.

i ran for every ball. the AH boy's father applauded and asked me to join Team Elias Park in the coming inter-constituency competition. who cares. the point is i didn't win

i want it so much. there is only one thing in my mind when i play. i want to win.

when i was losing i thought about my friends. i promised them i would win it. now i have lost. i broke my promise.

what's more. i have let myself down.

losing sucks

yaya winning is not everything. it's about the process. right

in life, almost nothing follows your way. one should always make do of anything that comes in his way. but for now, let me indulge in my sorrow

sweat/tears

Sunday, July 15, 2007

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!


how true

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

ah crap i feel damn bad

i am sorry if i say something wrong today...

it is just one of the lame and senseless convo...

ah crap i am very sorry. if you are reading this

i am seriously sorry

mango ice?

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

5. to win the novice title for any upcoming squash event

marigold, marigold, marigold

i will win it
i will win it
i will win it

and happy birthday mr sharapova. how i wish i have frens who give me adidas jerseys.. hahaha

Thursday, July 05, 2007

You Are 26% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.
In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.


how true
how can ppl change just like that?
i don't know what i have done wrong (agn)
i don't know what happened (agn)
but this particular someone,
changed
just like that
maybe i am seriously very detestable
oh well
if i am the one who is supposed to duck off from your life.
i don't know what i can say about you.
what did i do to you that make you hate me?
we no longer have conversations that never ends
how can ppl change just like that?
you sort of woke me up earlier this year
now, you are doing to reverse.
i am confused.
how can ppl change just like that?

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Mr. Soil,"how's your physics test? what you get?"
Me, "47%"
Mr. Soil," 47% okay wad still not bad."

my foot is not bad too you wanna eat it?
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Monday, July 02, 2007

You Are a Life Blogger!

Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary.
If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible.


how true

Sunday, July 01, 2007

Many people feel that there is something lacking in our lives
yet we are uncertain of what that is
i am one of them

but we have many things to do in life
we have many tasks to complete
we have many responsibilities to shoulder
we have many promises to keep

these many things consume much of our time and we do not have much time to think about what we want to do in life. we lack a clear sense of the priorities in our lives

this is an attempt allow myself to think
to have a clear sight on the priorites in my life as a student

family and friends remain the top priorities so i won't elaborate on them

so

1. to improve my results from jct. every single subject
2. to refrain myself from online gaming
3. to improve on my fitness
4. to match/win elliot
5. to win the novice title for any upcoming squash event
6. to lead the team to reach semi-finals next year

tentatively

wow i am surprised. no girls are involved. hahaha

"real man don't need woman." hahahha jokes
girls are tentatively unnecessary in my life. TENTATIVELY
well who knows
but for now i am focused
and happily singleD

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

i thought yesterday was stupid enough... but something else was even more..
i don'tknow man..

well well yesterday the thing happened
it happened
it happened

i did the chem paper. but only section C, which is the structured questions
i didn't do section B, the essay questions, because i tot there isn't any question left for me to do. because i was blind enough not to notice there is section b, DESPITE TAKING IT ONCE BEFORE

okay so i went to the toilet, wee wee, face my face, squeeze some pimples.
i got back den check the section c, den i realise, how come organic chem is not tested, fancy me studying for it like mad. electrophlic addition reaction, hot kmno4 acidic medium, decolourisation, blah blah blah
den i realise
yes it happpened
it happened
i realise that i didn't touch section b
10 minutes left

i am the joke/hero of the year.

the shit thing is that i KNOW HOW TO DO THE 2 QUESTIONS BECAUSE I STUDIED
BUT I DUCKINGLY LEFT IT BLANK
WHY WHY WHY
BECAUSE I WAS STUPID ENOUGH
TO THINK THAT I FINISHED THE PAPER BEFORE TIME
BECAUSE I WAS BLIND ENOUGH
NOT TO SEE THAT THERE IS STILL A SECION B LEFT
DUCK IT
DUCK IT
if i didn;t have the time to do it, fine i accept it
BUT I WASTED THAT TIME LIKE A CCB
WASH FACE, WEE WEE, SQUEEZE PIMPLES
FREAK ME FREAK ME FREAK ME
I KNOW HOW TO DO I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW ARRRRRRRRRRR
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT
THE EXTENT OF MY CARELESSNESS AND STUPIDITY
well i will treat this as a lesson

and today, the phone bill came
the phone bill came
yes it came
it came.
78 bucks
78 bucks....
78 bucks.......

2 sets of adidas jersey

down the drain

just like that

78 bucks
78 bucks
78 bucks
ha
ha
ha

after all it might not be worth it since
maybe its worth it though

Friday, June 22, 2007

i have a fren who is enthusiastic about saving the world and aspires to be the UN secretary general.

what am i doing here
studying for jct

ridiculous

he used to sit beside me in cat high.
such differences now

i am ashame of myself

Thursday, June 21, 2007

my brother said, " having a girlfren also not bad, like that den got life. if not study, play com, study, play com. sucks"

yes i agree

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

have you experienced something like this

you don't want to pick it up
but you don't want to leave it there as well

you don't want to pick it up becoz there is a possibility that the owner will come back for it, or it will be better off to stay there, or it is just not the right time
you don't want to leave it there because you really want to keep and there is also a possibility that others will pick it up and take it away

but i truely believe that if it belongs to you, it is yours
you can fight for it yes but after all that fighting it might not be yours still
you might say that at least you fought for it haha whatever i am not going to

so i will wait and see if anyone picks it up
no matter how much i want to take it myself

when people block my view
my heart tickles
but i am not making an attempt to do anything
just wait

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

lee tat lee tat
you are hopeless
jct is coming and you are still dreaming
lee tat lee tat
you are hopeless
jct is coming and you are still posting pictures on your friendster
lee tat lee tat
you are hopeless
jct is coming and you are still doing silly quizs
lee tat lee tat
you are hopeless
jct is coming and you are still blogging
lee tat lee tat
you are hopeless
jct is coming and you are still playing NEOPETS
lee tat lee tat
you are hopeless.