to think that the current generation is all warped
you are probably the warped one.
why so judgemental my fren
nothing is absolute, there are always exceptions

no need to argue, just need to know that
not all are tainted
not everyone belongs to the lost herd

what i am doing is fight for what i believe
you might question my belief
but to me, it is all sane, not warped

when one is not doing his best, one is wasting his time.
i agree
but if we have the capability of winning, den of coz, we fight to win
and fight to go beyond our personal best

thats when legends are made
at least thats what i believe in.

TJC won NJC
3-2
our opponents are technically better den us
but we had the thirst
we had the hunger
to fight for our team
to fight for the school
to fight for ouselves
and we got what we deserved

Squash Team 07/08
Team of Lions

proud of you guys

"THANKKKSS SENNIOOORRRRR"
and
"you're a great senior yeah"

sound DAMN good

alright so in the end we lost 1-4 to acjc
we can't deny the fact that we lost
but we put up a fight
a good fight actually
our dream of entering the semis have just ended
unless some miracle happen such that njc win acjc and we win njc
hahahah fat hope

but the team
never gave up
played with dignity
and
ran after every freaking ball
few scratches here and there
but no worries
we put up a good fight

thank you supporters for coming down to support.
esp beale who missed the physics lecture hahaha
heart-felt
:)

first wish of the year
win acjc
when i on the com tmr. we would have won acjc
believe
believe

wah
Chemistry D
Physics also D or E i think

got to leap from E to A/B again
need to do it fast

right after tournament
mug.

alright guys our season starts tmr
i have said it once and i will say it again.
this is the freaking last year for us to represent the school
to fight for something which no one in the school's history had achieved
to fight for something which we work so freaking hard for
to fight for something which we believe in
to fight for glory
to fight for ourselves
imagine this.
we fight our hearts out
we got into semis
we became one of the top 4 junior college
TJ squash becomes one of our niche
more and more graded players would want to join TJ Squash
they come in thru DSA
our own players will see us as role models
and train and work as hard as they can
and TJ Squash will stay as one of the top 3 jcs from this moment onwards
imagine this.
we are not only doing it for ourselves
we are doing it for the future batches
and it begins from us
it begins from now.

set a target for yourself
if you think you can't win
set a target.
and achieve that target
as long as you do it, you win
whether your opponent win or lose doesn't better
as long as you did what you wanted, you win
at least we put in our heart and fight for what we believe we can achieve.

enough said.
do it once
do it good.
fight on comrades.

yesterday was really a sleepless night
here is the story
yesterday felt quite sian after studying for quite long so i kop my father's Aik Cheong 3 in 1 White Coffee Tarik and drank it.
i think the powder itself already weights 40g
other normal one is just 20-25g
so the powder is almost half a cup full
so i drank it, thought it would keep me awake. arrr yes it did
taste good
after that i felt a little shaky but then after that
WOOHOOOOO
full of energy
so i carry on studying
den decided to sleep at 0130 afterall i still have MPT the next morning
so i went to bed
but i couldn't sleep
sat up and check the clock
230
sat up and check the clock
300
sat up and check the clock
400
so hack it i just lay there pretending that i am asleep
screw it it didn't work
so woke up at 600
wait what woke up, i merely got off my bed.
and mom told me NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL
thats the thing about my mom.
she has a strong personality
or maybe she just think that i was faking.. oh well so i went to school and took the tests

till now i am still quite awake. maybe not. just can't sleep
yup 34 hours and still counting
hope i don't die.

Your EQ is 133

You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. You are warm and open. Even when life gets you down, you're unafraid of the world and its challenges. You are comfortable with who you are. And you accept your weaknesses - as well as the weaknesses of others. While you are quite stable, you don't respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up. But you have enough emotional intelligence to know when you need a course correction.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

ahh quite true

Gut feeling is for lower life-forms, for they have no brains to think.

ahhh felt so relieved after today's frenly

apparently the plan to play it simple didn't work

coz when you step into the courts

the basic instinct is to go all out

but well well lets not be too happy

maybe they are not playing seriously after all

one more obstacle to clear

let's go boys

when i have a girlfren, the first place i would bring her for a date
is punggol field
to fly kite and see people fly kites

ahhhhh so relaxing...

ahhhhh...

alright guys

this is our grouping for nationals
ACSI (1st)
NJC (4th)
ACJC (5th)
TJC (6th)
SRJC
VJC
AJC

so essentially there will be 3 teams fighting for a slot in the semis

so guys
i hope that after knowing that we are in this tough group we can train harder and become stronger.
and not giving me lame excuses saying that we don't stand a chance.
we do stand a good chance,
if we want it enough.
afterall this is our last year representing the school, and for some of us it might be the last time to play competitive squash ever again.
let's commit ourselves in this final lap. please take care of your body
and be ever ready to go all out.
Do it once. Do it good.
Bring glory to school, and lift TJ Squash to one of our niche pdps
Cheers

wah the more i get to know you the more i adore you

awwwww what a nice pet that my neighbour has

dammit

wahhh there is nothing to describe except

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

this is the best birthday i ever had

in this 2 decades of my life.

hahahahahaha sound damn old

but yea i love it woooooohoooooooo

still feeling high now. hahahaha

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

eh this is the 90th post.
haha i am here waiting for 0000. so that people can start wishing my happy birthday
sound quite desperate la but ya i am... hur hur hur
at the mean time, i shall admire something which i just found
hahahaha
my sexy back hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
eh to me is sexy la

i don't want anything in particular for my birthdays because

i don't see birthdays as a way to increase material wealth

all i ask for

is the simple remembering of my birthday

and a simple wishing of "happy birthday" IN A NICE MANNER

that shows that you care

and i will appreciate that :)

i am gonna start this study group for squash
called squash-aaaaaaaaaaaaa-dy group
the As in the aaaaaaaaaaaaa represent
A for Language Arts/GP
A for Mathematics
A for Physics
A for Chemistry
A for Biology
A for Econs
A for Chinese
A for History
A for Geography
A for MEP
A for LEP
A for Project Work
A for E/C. Literature
and more and more

so meaningful

and after you join this group, you will truely be an A student

wahahaha

how i wish that school life will never end

this is quite mad lol is only the start of the year and i can already foresee that i will miss my school life

all the fun we have in class

all the stupid jokes we crack at anytime

all the trouble that we caused

all the crap that you have to take from others

all the trainings/lessons with your peers

they are all incredible.

maybe i should post agn when my language is better lol

the feeling after you realised you have succumbed to peer pressure

the feeling after you did something that you really didn't like

suck

chinese new year resolution

reduce on vulgarities

4th in nationals

we had the heart

now

everything is falling apart

4th in nationals

in my dreams

in my dreams

and i was rejected again
lol
26% of school
1 mark away from A
no money
no h3
no girlfriend let alone girlfriendS

failure

the bounce back wasn't high enough for the promos
but this blow has hit me harder than the JCT one

we shall see

everyone deserves a second chance.
i hope it is not too late.
please please please please please

i applied for h3 chem
the sci hod said i stand a good chance
and now i am not on the list of people who are accepted
this feeling is worse than losing a close squash match
just when i decided to work hard..
from E to B
and that B is one mark away from A i have to say this
i still cannot make it
this is life
to take it positively i hope this can spur me to get what i want in future
but now is still hard to take
argh fuck it
sigh

"how to appreciate the human body if you don't take biology? how do you get into medical school?"

if i had been through this attachment before i choose my subject combi
i would definitely take biology
i regret
sigh

Got tagged by Mr. Sharapova

Pass this quiz to 10 people you wish to know how they feel about you:

1. Mr. Sharapova
2. Rongbinho
3. Fishy
4. KW
5. Jia Hee
6. mo-Lester
7. Beale
8. Dim
9. Kengseng
10. Gavin

1. Who is 6 having a relationship with: Some girl who is working lol

2. Is 9 a female or a male: not sure. but he is the "best captain"

3. If 7&10 are together, will it be a good thing: Beale Gavin got talk one meh?

4. What is 2 studying about: He doesn't study and he got promoted. he is damn smart

5. When was the last time you had a chat with 3: When i asked him to come for training but i think he overslept again

6. What kind of music band does 8 likes: Some ang mo band la not sure haha

7. Does 1 has any siblings: yes a very adorable brother hohohohoh

8. Would you woo 3: no. but only like his ice-cream..

9. How about 7: wanted to but dammit he is attached haha

10. Is 4 single: he can't be attached

11. What is the surname of 5: Chan mali Chan haha

12. What is the name of 10: Gavin Loh Suan Hong

13. What is the hobby for 4: mugging, gaming, other people's shit is his bread and butter

14. Do 5 and 9 get along: Ya. hahaha

15. Where is 2 studying now: TJ

16. Where is 9 staying now: His palace in Kembangan

17. What colour does 4 likes: blue i think coz he claims that his name is sky

18. Does 7 like 2: think so coz 7 knows all 2's shit hahaha

19. Are 5 and 1 best friends: friends but not best i think haha 5's bestfren is FM

20. Does 1 have any pets at home: no. his brother doesn't count right? hahahah

fun quiz hahaha

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

really?

hahahaha this is so funny wahahaha
i really have an evil face mehhhhhh??
no, shara you are dreaming only lar hahaha
yes. i totally agree that whats happening in a dream is opposite of whats happening in reality. yes.
so funny
whenever i appear in people's dream
i would be their nightmare
why why WHY?!?!?!
dammit hahahaha

althought we won the matches
the standard is not there yet
i don't see us getting forth
ar well it might be unfair becoz we didn't have proper training before the friendly
long way to go~

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

interesting haha

You Should Play the Drums

You are often hyper, restless, and full of a little too much zeal. However, people may be surprised to know that you can focus your energy well. You are driven and engaged enough to be a great drummer... and you have the stamina to practice for hours. In fact, when you can channel your energy productively, it only increases! You are independent and spirited... but also consistent. You can definitely keep the beat. You work well in a group and contribute heartily - without needing to take the lead. Your dominant personality characteristic: your aggression Your secondary personality characteristic: your precision

What Musical Instrument Should You Play?

woah

i choose the correct instrument that suits me best man
but oh well i have some what abandoned it.
sigh. i was a good drummer. i was.

and i am about to become a good squasher :D (i hope)

wahhh this phrase is dammmnnnn nice

感情跟牙齿一样
不能自拔

wahhh wahhh wahhh

i thought that the year 1s are not that bad
but beale was right
i was wrong
i thought that one has to be forceful to bring message across
but keng sheng was right too
one has to change his approach depending on who the other person it
lessons learnt
1. do not be so hopeful
2. do not expect too much
3. be flexible

thanks for all the reminder guys
yes i won't miss out any section
A
B
C
i will finish them all yes i will

ok crap
can't get 70
can't get voucher
dammit
Chemistry is next
i want to take H3 Chem
so i got to mug now. hahah

i hope i can get the Haagen Diaz voucher
we will know after 12 hours from now
Haagen Diaz lai!
come come come

i think i have changed
maybe just periodically
but i have changed

why do people like to whine?
do they know that whining doesn't help?
so why do people whine?
seek attention?
hope that someone will pity them?

There are 4 types of students

Slacker
Before exams activity: study eat play sleep

Mugger
Before exams activity: study eat sleep

Super mugger
Before exams activity: study sleep

Demigod of mugging
Before exams activity: study.

Remembering you fondly,
Pineapple Tart

日有所思
真的
夜有所梦

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller! In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart. You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts. At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do. You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

What's Your Personality Type?

uh huh..

You Are Spider-Man

Quick and agile, you have killer instincts (literally). And that kind of makes up for the whole creepy spider thing.

What Superhero Are You?

wahhhh

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

how true

You Belong in Winter

Quiet, calm, and totally at peace... You're happy to be at home, wrapped in a blanket, completely snowed in Whether you're lighting a fire or having a snowball fight, you always feel best in the winter.

What Season Are You?

hmm..

even though i know that it won't start
even though i know that it won't last
even though i know that it is impossible
even though i know that you won't feel the same
even though i know that it will have a sad ending

i will appreciate it even more if you put your words into action

"despicable"

nice word too

please. prove me wrong

this is absurd. absurd.
i will make sure that you go down next year
for the benefit of the team

可知分开越远
心中对你更觉挂牵

sob sob sob

it is getting more and more disappointing.
the attendence of certain people in the team.
although it might not concern me.
but it certainly concern the team.
i regret.
i regret to back you up for the post that you are running for.
i regret to talk good things about you in front of the teacher-in-charge.

it is true
that certain people often contradict what they advocate through their actions
disappointing.
disappointing.

wow this is my 50th post
haha

我是花痴

meh?

come across this word
Neanderthal
interesting history

i cannot afford to be forgetful anymore
cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot

暗恋的感觉比明恋来的好

因为对方没有拒绝你的可能性

所以你永远都不会伤心

呃

起码不会比被拒绝的人来的伤心。

this is my constant

it has been exactly 400 days
i tot i was sure
but after hearing things about you
i am not so sure afterall

if your feelings have been sorted out,
you are better than me
becoz you have learnt

good for you
really

all the best

you know
some people are just hopeless
no matter how much effort you put in to try to help them
they just refuse to help themselves
or say that they tried but it didn't work

even the saints can only do this much
if they are not willing to help themselves enough
we should not even try helping
they deserve to rot till the moment of realisation, or to eternity

those who have tried to help them might think that they are the ones who ruin those people because the former didn't put in enough effort to help the latter

it ends up with the ones who tried to help, becoming one of the hopeless.

so we should not help others,
who are unwilling to help themselves enough

You Are a Chimera

You are very outgoing and well connected to many people. Incredibly devoted to your family and friends, you find purpose in nurturing others. You are rarely alone, and you do best in the company of others. You are incredibly expressive, and people are sometimes overwhelmed by your strong emotions.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

how true

now look.
who cheated on who?
who is the hypocrite here?

jokes

no mood to study. so i go and do some quizs

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
-true

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
-actually i am very superficial. i only like bimbos.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
-true

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
-uber serious. this is totally untrue

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
-maybe

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
-have yet to choose anything

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
-absolutely true refer to my previous post

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
-absolutely true

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve
-maybe

Are you still thinking about your ex?
Your ex clearly broke your heart and you haven't yet moved on. Remember that time heals all sorrows, so look positively towards the future. Don't be blinded to the love that might be surrounding you right now
-well well
How well do you get along with others?
You truly believe in friendship. You get along well with others, and those who are around you are happy to be with you, too. You love to be surrounded by friends and you'll do anything you can to help them without expecting anything in return. When your friends are smiling, you're as happy as you can be.
-kien wei this is for you bitch hahah

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/

5. to win the novice title for any upcoming squash event

marigold, marigold, marigold.

gone

i lost to a sec 3 AH boy who plays for Elias Park Condo

i hate to admit defeat. moreover he is a sec 3 AH boy.

Mr. Rongbinho asked if i did my best

my best wasn't enough.

i ran for every ball. the AH boy's father applauded and asked me to join Team Elias Park in the coming inter-constituency competition. who cares. the point is i didn't win

i want it so much. there is only one thing in my mind when i play. i want to win.

when i was losing i thought about my friends. i promised them i would win it. now i have lost. i broke my promise.

what's more. i have let myself down.

losing sucks

yaya winning is not everything. it's about the process. right

in life, almost nothing follows your way. one should always make do of anything that comes in his way. but for now, let me indulge in my sorrow

sweat/tears

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

how true

ah crap i feel damn bad

i am sorry if i say something wrong today...

it is just one of the lame and senseless convo...

ah crap i am very sorry. if you are reading this

i am seriously sorry

mango ice?

5. to win the novice title for any upcoming squash event

marigold, marigold, marigold

i will win it
i will win it
i will win it

and happy birthday mr sharapova. how i wish i have frens who give me adidas jerseys.. hahaha

You Are 26% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

How Evil Are You?

how true

how can ppl change just like that?
i don't know what i have done wrong (agn)
i don't know what happened (agn)
but this particular someone,
changed
just like that
maybe i am seriously very detestable
oh well
if i am the one who is supposed to duck off from your life.
i don't know what i can say about you.
what did i do to you that make you hate me?
we no longer have conversations that never ends
how can ppl change just like that?
you sort of woke me up earlier this year
now, you are doing to reverse.
i am confused.
how can ppl change just like that?

Mr. Soil,"how's your physics test? what you get?"
Me, "47%"
Mr. Soil," 47% okay wad still not bad."

my foot is not bad too you wanna eat it?

Mingle² - Free Online Dating

my blog is healthy

You Are a Life Blogger!

Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary. If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible.

What Kind of Blogger Are You?

how true

Many people feel that there is something lacking in our lives
yet we are uncertain of what that is
i am one of them

but we have many things to do in life
we have many tasks to complete
we have many responsibilities to shoulder
we have many promises to keep

these many things consume much of our time and we do not have much time to think about what we want to do in life. we lack a clear sense of the priorities in our lives

this is an attempt allow myself to think
to have a clear sight on the priorites in my life as a student

family and friends remain the top priorities so i won't elaborate on them

so

1. to improve my results from jct. every single subject
2. to refrain myself from online gaming
3. to improve on my fitness
4. to match/win elliot
5. to win the novice title for any upcoming squash event
6. to lead the team to reach semi-finals next year

tentatively

wow i am surprised. no girls are involved. hahaha

"real man don't need woman." hahahha jokes
girls are tentatively unnecessary in my life. TENTATIVELY
well who knows
but for now i am focused
and happily singleD

i thought yesterday was stupid enough... but something else was even more..
i don'tknow man..

well well yesterday the thing happened
it happened
it happened

i did the chem paper. but only section C, which is the structured questions
i didn't do section B, the essay questions, because i tot there isn't any question left for me to do. because i was blind enough not to notice there is section b, DESPITE TAKING IT ONCE BEFORE

okay so i went to the toilet, wee wee, face my face, squeeze some pimples.
i got back den check the section c, den i realise, how come organic chem is not tested, fancy me studying for it like mad. electrophlic addition reaction, hot kmno4 acidic medium, decolourisation, blah blah blah
den i realise
yes it happpened
it happened
i realise that i didn't touch section b
10 minutes left

i am the joke/hero of the year.

the shit thing is that i KNOW HOW TO DO THE 2 QUESTIONS BECAUSE I STUDIED
BUT I DUCKINGLY LEFT IT BLANK
WHY WHY WHY
BECAUSE I WAS STUPID ENOUGH
TO THINK THAT I FINISHED THE PAPER BEFORE TIME
BECAUSE I WAS BLIND ENOUGH
NOT TO SEE THAT THERE IS STILL A SECION B LEFT
DUCK IT
DUCK IT
if i didn;t have the time to do it, fine i accept it
BUT I WASTED THAT TIME LIKE A CCB
WASH FACE, WEE WEE, SQUEEZE PIMPLES
FREAK ME FREAK ME FREAK ME
I KNOW HOW TO DO I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW ARRRRRRRRRRR
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT
THE EXTENT OF MY CARELESSNESS AND STUPIDITY
well i will treat this as a lesson

and today, the phone bill came
the phone bill came
yes it came
it came.
78 bucks
78 bucks....
78 bucks.......

2 sets of adidas jersey

down the drain

just like that

78 bucks
78 bucks
78 bucks
ha
ha
ha

after all it might not be worth it since
maybe its worth it though

Create your own Friend Test here

i have a fren who is enthusiastic about saving the world and aspires to be the UN secretary general.

what am i doing here
studying for jct

ridiculous

he used to sit beside me in cat high.
such differences now

i am ashame of myself

my brother said, " having a girlfren also not bad, like that den got life. if not study, play com, study, play com. sucks"

yes i agree

have you experienced something like this

you don't want to pick it up
but you don't want to leave it there as well

you don't want to pick it up becoz there is a possibility that the owner will come back for it, or it will be better off to stay there, or it is just not the right time
you don't want to leave it there because you really want to keep and there is also a possibility that others will pick it up and take it away

but i truely believe that if it belongs to you, it is yours
you can fight for it yes but after all that fighting it might not be yours still
you might say that at least you fought for it haha whatever i am not going to

so i will wait and see if anyone picks it up
no matter how much i want to take it myself

when people block my view
my heart tickles
but i am not making an attempt to do anything
just wait

lee tat lee tat
you are hopeless
jct is coming and you are still dreaming
lee tat lee tat
you are hopeless
jct is coming and you are still posting pictures on your friendster
lee tat lee tat
you are hopeless
jct is coming and you are still doing silly quizs
lee tat lee tat
you are hopeless
jct is coming and you are still blogging
lee tat lee tat
you are hopeless
jct is coming and you are still playing NEOPETS
lee tat lee tat
you are hopeless.

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

What Tarot Card are You?
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What LoTR Character Are You?

You are most like Arwen. Calm and reserved, you are not given to sudden outbursts. You conduct yourself with dignity...most of the time. The rest of the time you cut loose are are totally cool. You don't really think of yourself as popular, but plenty of people like you. You are not given to needless flirting. The right person will come along some day, and you are content to wait

now i feel like crying

this is the first task for me

i need to bring the team back

i must bring the team back

i must... i must...

i am disgusted by myself too. what has the system made us into...
beasts fighting for a post in a pdp to boost their testimonials

we need to think with our hearts

>possessive

maybe i don't need to do it anymore
coz you don't need it
so from now i will stop it totally

i am uber childish

when 2 persons are mutually possessive
they are in love

pos-ses-sive
1.wanting someone to have feelings of love or friendship only for you
2.unwilling to let other people use something you own

i know i shouldn't i know i shouldn't i know i shouldn't i know i shouldn't at this point of time i know i shouldn't i know i shouldn't so i won't i hope i won't i hope i won't i hope i won't i won't i won't i won't. yes i won't

Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

I won't forget
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know
You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head


Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore


arrrrrrrggggghhhhh ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


i will ask you after your A's. maybe

i have been trying too hard.
and i realised that i was just one of the many many many worker bees
to all worker bees out there, you should just stop trying.
unless you are lucky? maybe

howhowhow

Should i pull out of CO or should i not?

i did promised the teacher-in-charge that i could help out
but it was on the basis of 2 times a week, from 5-7
now it becomes 5 times a week with minimum of 4 hours per session for 3 weeks
and it is likely to increase
i will reach home at 10 plus after each session except the ones on saturday
i might not be able to cope with my studies, which i already have problems with
ya but if i really want to do it i will be able to. but there is hardly any interest left in CO
i mean i like CO really. no doubt. but the passion for it is not really there at the moment
the commitment lvl is too high for the 'me' now. if it was the 'me' in ta1, i would surely take up the challenge and go all. but the 'me' is focuses more on myself, not the others. i tihnk it is becoz i know more about myself, but this makes me more selfish. i am not so 'on' anymore. and i don;t know if it is good or bad.

if i stayed on thru out, with 100% commitment, i would definitely feel good at the end of it, but at the expense of at least 60 hours. if i stayed on with <50% commitment, i might screw up on the actual day causing the whole syf team to get like what? silver? shit. now i am not sure if i could stay on with 100% commitment. i think it is highly unlikely though.

if i pull out of CO i will be quite irresponsible becoz i promised the teacher dammit. i admit that it was a rash decision when i promised him on the phone without even asking about the details. the only info he gave me was 2 times a week, 5-7. gahhh

maybe i should get the teacher's number and ask him if i could only go for 2 days a week. but that is <50% commitment and i will screw up on the actual day.

one should go all out when he wants to achieve something. going less than half of what he is capable of is worse than not going.

the person who told me this was ironically the CO conductor in CHS. gahhhh

my sister said that sometimes i am too confident
it isn't bad or anything but others may think that i am too proud

okay i will try to keep it down a little

and not comment on people/issues when unneccessary

syf

a chance to steal glances agn?

nononnonnononono not after i master my scores

3 weeks to do it

i am going for it

ar less time to study= failing subjects dammit

but i think i missed CO quite a lot. i still listen to CO music and still have the urge to perform. and here is my chance. the teacher called and asked if i could go back and help!! a teacher inviting me to go and play for the school!! i feel honoured but at the same time feel abit forced to comply becoz i would be some aeqe4fafqwasfaf if i were to reject him. and this invitation is SO timely coz squash competition just ended. argh maybe he was acting dumb when he asked me if the squash competition is over. argh maybe he just calls everyone to go back.

but i really hope that i can help, to bring glory to the school

Different world.
no way
impossible
no chance
at all

i am just another passerby

maybe you fail to realise and maybe you nvr will

unless my acting fails

you will nvr realise

unless i tell you

you will nvr realise

nvrnvrnvr

always observe,

before we comment on others

this will be a motivational post. er nvm
tsk
sometimes i really want to go there and slap you you know
coz you just fail to get your engine running

WAKING UP IN MIDNIGHT IS BAD FOR HEALTH

no one can help you if you can't help yourself
*shakes head

For so long in my life i have never experience pressure of this magnitude.
i have got 3 sisters, all undergraduates of NUS.
eldest studying enginneering, 2nd studying in business, 3rd studying chem
and my father is the only source of our expenditure. he is old, no longer muscular.
maybe as compared to my father, the pressure i am experiencing is nothing.

All my family members and relatives had high expectations for me and i have to prove to them that i can do it.

i know that it is because i am good, thats why they set expectations for me to meet.
they nag because they care
they scold because they care

if i am bad they will not even bother to screw up. i can simly fuck off all i want.

but they know that i can do it thats why they have high expectations

i am 2 years older den my peers and i have to be better than the rest

i am 2 years older den my peers and i have to be better than the rest

i am 2 years older den my peers and i have to be better than the rest

sometimes i feel so ashame.
i am already 19 years old and i don't know what i wnat to pursue in future.

i must get a scholarship to ease the burden of my family

There are so many things in life that are worth chasing for.
For now, you are not the priority.

if someone doesn't show it
it doesn't mean that someone doesn't care

maybe you really don't
haha

What is there to remember
If i never forget?

Fairness does not govern life and death.
If it did,
no good person would ever die young.